C'est la vie

Making a wish upon the stars.

2011-12-18T03:43:00.005+08:00

嗨。现在已经将近凌晨四点，还是睡不着。不懂是不是习惯那些半夜不睡觉的日子。

最近的生活真是颓废到不行，无所事事的感觉很恶心。 =,=

Hmm.. 最近也不知道怎么了，感觉烦不完的烦恼接踵而来。

正如我所思......

是不是真的因为太了解了呢？

有时候我真的很不懂，很不懂....

或许我真的是要求得有点多，谁叫我是女人呢。

生活便是如此，每天一睁开眼睛，都在做选择。

做选择，这么容易，那么难。

回想从前那些快乐的日子... 是不是再也回不去了？

无论如何，这个月已经是今年的最后一个月了。

所有不开心的事都会跟着烟消云散。

希望明年会是快乐的新一年。 :)

阿欣，那时候不知道你跑到哪里去了，所以补上我俩的合照。哈哈

我和你一样，希望我们姐妹淘永远在一起！♥ 我很珍惜我们的友情。爱你们哟！

It's only the beginning...

2011-12-16T02:44:00.005+08:00

Hey guys.

I have been re-edited my blog and I feel it's kinda cute. You agree? Hahaha

But still, I couldnt fix the problem of my posts, it repeat twice as shown in my blog, I dont know what's wrong with it. Fine, just leave it. =.=

SPM just ended few days ago. Hmm.. kinda enjoy the days that keep hanging out with my friends.

I sincerely hope that our friendship bond are strong enough to sustain until the day we die? Lolllll

But I do really appreciate our friendship. Must always meet up after we study in college or whatever o! :)

Alright, my mood swings up and down, up and down everyday.

How I wish I could have a perfect good mood everyday, but somebody just ruined it very easily.

I... Sometimes I'm lost. :/

So lack of $$$ recently!!! I NEED A JOB =.=

Confusing on where am I going to study and which course should I take. ARGHHHH

Should stop thinking too much otherwise my little tiny brain might be explode. -__-

HOHOHO

Christmas is coming soon... Where is santa claus!!?? I want to make wishes can? HAHAHA

My dear hair can you please grow faster!?

The one that got away.

2011-11-29T06:26:00.004+08:00

Greeting dawn.

Had a grieved midnight last night. Things couldnt be express completely by words.

And, I know I have thousand words to say, but I know it doesnt any matter now anymore.

Surprisingly to see me blogging here at this time right?

Yea, SPM is going to end soon, three more subjects to go on next week.

Seriously, I cant wait for the day. You know, like really FREE :D

Alright, sometimes I know I demand for too much but I really want them so bad. Sorry :/

Cut the crap.

Wish everyone have a nice day!

Life is indispensable with Love ;)

2011-09-28T22:18:00.005+08:00

HI ALL ! :D

Have been neglected my lil bloggie for some times and I'm here to clean away the dust. LOL

Actually just feel like blogging suddenly, blogger is always my best pal to express my thoughts and sentiment except twitter.

Though sometimes express by words is quite hard, but at least, I wouldn't have to keep it inside my deep heart core and suffer alone anymore. =.=

I know, sometimes it's annoying, but jin jia kang koh lu zai bo!? Haih :/

Trial is "unofficially" ended. There's still a Chinese Paper 2 on tomorrow but I think no one cares bout it??? I don't even touch anything bout it, such as proverbs etc...

Didn't put on much effort as I promised myself before the trial, feeling so regretted. Yet nothing can be change, one month more to go to the SPM, hopefully I can fight with this big monster with full of spirit and determination, and luck is needed too. *god bless me*

Couldn't manage to sleep well since long time ago. LOLLLLL

Eye bags, dark circles, pimples.... Haih

Pong face, fat arms, big tummy.... Haih x2

Feel tired, sleepy and hungry so easily.... Haih x3

Why I never success in diet.... Haih x4

Failure :/

The other meaning of the coming of SPM - we're going to graduate.

Definitely I'll miss those days in CLB, hope the friendship bond of us will never end.

But, I'm so excited bout the life after graduate. I want to restart my everything all over again!

The burdens are getting heavier and heavier, and I'm worried if I couldn't afford it anymore......

Alright, why should I fear if I still haven't pay out my effort completely? I should have cherish everything around me but not grumble.

Best wishes to me and the people around me;

XOXO

postscript: Life is indispensable with Love ;)

Sincerity.

2011-08-02T03:09:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. Time showing it's 2.25am now. I never get a good sleep since ? days ago. And it leads me to keep thinking something nonsense. Lolll I feel like ranting all the bullshits out by shouting, screaming, crying or even laughing. Crazy me. I have thousand of words want to express but I just dont know which way I should! And guess I have used the wrong way and now, the spark of misunderstands started to glow... By typing till here, I'M COMPLETELY BLANK. ...speechless... Sometimes I used to think, am I doing the right thing in sustaining my relationship, friendship and my family. I try to care of everyone around me with sincerity. But... dotdotdot means more than I can say. Just skip it will do. Honestly, I dont know what I want to say but I just simply feel like jotting down my current thoughts though I have actually experienced it before. Trial exam is just around the corner and follow up by the big monster - SPM. I just... Seriously need to get inspire and motivate in studies. To get myself focus in study, things that I should do should be : keep my laptop and my cellphone to avoid myself from online. But I'm just simply not willing to do so. Hahaha. I always believe that treat someone right although he/she is not doing the same thing to you coz he/she will realize in someday. :) Certainly hoping for something good is good but by expecting too much, disappointment is all you get eventually. You have got to experience something by your own so that only you can understand about how the other feel. Somebody told me about the word ' deserve '. It meant you only can get something by giving or doing something. The world is fair. Am I right? No hardwork, No future. Updating about my current sentiment by using my cellphone is quite fatigue and mahuan. Lol. So I better get a ' THE END ' for my post now. And it's 3 in the middle night right now, OMG. Bye, xoxo

Tracing my right track.

2011-06-07T03:58:00.003+08:00

Wow wow wow Surprisingly, I'm here at this freaking 4am. I have nothing to do but I just simply dont wanna sleep. Lolllll Nothing special happens during this lifeless holiday. Repeat the same kind of routine like everyday, seriously EVERYDAY. Omfg I guess I have been taken dont know how many calories already, but I just never successed in DIET. Alright, food feeds my soul. Indeed. =.= Laziness is gonna defeats me so soon. Getting lazier during this holidays. Just in a blink of eyes, one week of holidays has gone. I was like : Walao, time passed faster than rocket. zzzz And now, it's already June, which means just a few months to go then we have to leave this school where we grown up together, I meant mentally grown up, everyone around are growing mature, but how about me? SPM SPM SPM All I have to do now is defeats this big monster, this is relate to my further studies, my future job, my entire lifetime. Sounds serious huh? Then why I still lengan lengan everyday, still try to being like a yo-yo man? Ohh~ I just cant accept myself deprave like this. wtf -.- Just few months to go, we are going to graduate, we are going to leave CLB, we are going to seperate with our friends. Everyone will going to everywhere to continue their further studies. And for sure, I definitely'll miss those days, those days with my intimates. We laughed, we cried, we smiled, we crazy... Yes, this is what a secondary schools' student should have! But how about when we are step into college or university? We are now 17 fellas. In the age of 17 which is like an important landmark. We are going to step into the real society, perhaps we fear, we depress, we confuse, but we still have to go, we cant stop and we'll never stop. And I, I'm not sure whether I can achieve my goals, I'm not sure about my everything. I'm lost. But it's okay, I'm going to find my way back and I'm going to put myself in the right track, the track that I should go, and I'll never get myself out of the track anymore, neither give up nor give in. I SWEAR. I must prove myself. I have to do this, I hate the feeling of being look down. Disappointment su*ks right? I dont like people let me feel disappointed, and how about me? I should never disappoint anyone as I hate disappointments. Who says I cant be perfect? HUH!? Maybe one day when you meet me on the street, and becareful your glasses, it might crack. LOL!! I should move on, and never stop. Have you ever experienced the feeling of get left behind? It's the su*k-est feeling ever. I'm slowly tracing about my everything in future. And I know, I want them to be in my future. So, you know what I'm going to say next. People who dare to fight, will never be the loser. So, FIGHT!!

Never trust your doubt and never doubt your trust.

2011-05-24T23:26:00.010+08:00

噢耶！经过三个星期，漫长的恶梦终于结束了！ :D 兴奋的心情还是无法完全平伏下来，假期就快要到了，我有好多好多好多事情想要做.. 可惜的是,明天和后天还得照常上课，星期五是教师节！这应该是钟灵生们最期待的吧，哈哈哈这次考试的成绩应该会很不堪设想 =,= 咳，算了，下次再努力吧。我真的是很厉害安慰自己，可是却不懂得安慰别人，真糟糕 -___- 我个人认为我的说话方式真的是严重有问题，我无时无刻都说错话 ZZZ 哦，对了！还有一件事到现在都还没有达成的，还有什么呢？就是........ 减肥咯 == 我相信如果我再不减肥的话有人会不要我了哈哈 :P 快点快点！谁来教我在最短时间内减肥成功！！我的刘海不能厚的咯，奇怪咯 == 最近的心情，像天气一样，阴晴不定。我也不懂怎么搞的，整天想一些不该想的，很犯贱。心里好像有一根永远都拔不出的刺似的，很痛苦，很煎熬。有很多话其实很想说，但却又总是说不出口，我也不懂为什么。或许吧，我的执着用在了不对的地方，可是，咳，谁知我心呢？你懂其实有时候你下定决心了要做一件事，但在这时候总有一些事情发生以致你又失败了，这种感觉很不好受，可是却是自找的，我也不懂怎么讲，就是... 真的很不好受其实，我很幸福不是吗？为何我就那么不懂得惜福呢？为何我就那么的不知足？我已经为自己设定了一个目标，希望自己能达到。我会努力的！！！还有，希望有天我会靠我自己的力量推到那道高墙，那道我自己跨不了的墙。我时候我真的是很努力，很努力想要跨过，但是，每次当我就快要跨过的时候，总会跌了下来。或许是种考验吧，可是我会‘越挫越勇’！哈哈哈有时候我真的是很希望我的直觉是错的，一切都只是我的错觉，只可惜...... 算了，虽然说服自己不去想是困难的，但做人应该要乐观的不是吗？总而言之，有天我会打倒那恼人的感觉，而不是让那感觉彻底地打败！有时候，我真系希望有D事从来都冇发生过；又或者系个日，我咩都冇睇到...... 讲真个句，个日我真系很失望，很伤心，但系边个会明啊？如果，有一日，你明白，就好喇。真系啊，我又系度发紧梦，早D训好过喇。咁多位早头！ :)

Embracing dream.

2011-04-27T22:41:00.016+08:00

Hey! I should be doing my homework or either revision now, but why am I appearing on here? I've no idea too. Just simply feel like something's stucking inside my heart, &&& I feel like ranting it all out ! But... so far nothing goes smoothly as I expect. I meant, NONE. Poor me. Bloody hell. I'm stucking, feel like falling into a depth. I'm facing diffrent kind of trouble now. From top to bottom, from inside to outside.. As you know, manipulating the inner feeling isnt an easy job. You must have faith to yourself. But I, I'm not sure about that. I dont know izit I'm able to take care my everything. SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM Mom tells me this everyday. I feel stressed, really. :( I worry that I couldnt do it, I afraid to disappointing anyone. Lack of confidence to myself. Yea, probably what I need the most was Confidence. * Exam Alert! * Where's my ~~motivation & determination~~ ? In fact, Good in studies do mean everything. This is so god damn true. When everyone is about to watch you fall, you just have to turn around and tell them, ' WATCH ME!'. So yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa, I CAN DO IT. Sometimes I lie to myself to make myself feel better. You know? The feeling of despair is really so shit. Everyone has an angel and an devil in our mind. When devil tells you that you have got no more hope, all you have to do is convince yourself that everything gonna be all right. And so, you, yourself, is an angel. 真正的成功就是当你已经快要坚持不了的时候, 再坚持多一下下. Oh fine, I have to be honest. I guess that tragedy is reaching to me so soon. Sort of debacle, I'm mentally collapsing. Did you ever noticed?

Dream or illusion?

2011-03-24T20:15:00.005+08:00

Hey guys! I feel like blogging in a sudden, and so I'm here to update something bout my current life. Lol == As everyone do, results had been distributed after a one-week-break. Hmm.. Honestly, results of mine wasnt that good as I expected. I expect I can get a better one, but in fact, it proves that I DIDNT DID WELL IN MY EXAM! Perhaps it's because I was having seriously ill that time. But, I think I shouldnt blame that stupid flu and sore throat. Cause in a another way, I have turned to become a new leaf compare to the old ME. Oh well, I dont know what I'm trying to express, I'm worst in expressing. =,= I know myself is enough la......... zzz I swear, " I must prepare earlier in the next term exam. SPM is gonna arrive so soon, just in few months. I must get a good result! " and then my heart whispers, " I also know if I dont pia I definitely will regret la, but do you know you're damn damn damn damn damn lazy!? " Okay. You can just ignore me. -.- Overall, Determination, hard-working and courages is needed for ME. I get myself a haircut few days ago. But............... LOL Haih. Whatever, hair can grow. And I will be free after a year and I can let my hair grow like grass and nobody will cares! Oh yeah! I cant wait I cant wait! Bahahaha I think I should be start carry out my diet plan. I want to be slimmer. My face.... Who can save my face? It turned into a bad condition since exam eve. *cries* And I think I should training bout my eloquence too, I always say something that I shouldnt have to say. -.- Wahh, so many things are waiting for me to be done. Let's see how much I can be able to done, I think my ability is quite enough to handle lo...? HAHAHA lack of confidence to myself. Sometimes, things cant be happen like what you want or what you predict. Life's unpredictable and always have suprise and miracle, aint? So, we must always accept things that already happened joyfully. ' Worst is yet to come '. Opportunities comes at any time on your side. Dont let those unhappy things stop you from what your heart longs for. Always convince yourself not to care it just makes you care bout it more. Trying to put down everything. Izit useful for you to always keep it inside your heart? It just makes you to more care bout that and it wont stop bothers you. People who are petty cant get happiness. So, are you willing to be that petty one? Always care those useless things that nobody cares it? Being like a desperado when something that doesnt mean anything to anyone happens? Imbecile! It's time to wake up! Nobody gives a fcking damn! You just have to smile while facing difficult thing. Nothing's so big deal. It's just depends on your maturity of thinking. CHEER UP!! ;) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I think I've rant out too much of bullshit today. But I have keep it inside my heart core for a long period already. I think I'm gonna die if I still keep it inside my deepest heart core, really. Okay. You can slap me right now. =.= Leave now ; Bye!

Rhythm of Love!

2011-02-14T00:18:00.004+08:00

宝贝, 情人节快乐! ♥ ♥ ♥

Happy Bunny Year! :D

2011-02-02T21:59:00.004+08:00

Hi guys!

First of all,

Happy Chinese New Year!

Still two more hours to go, but I can hear the firecrackers now everywhere. ==

It's kinda annoying yet this is a kind of traditional cultural of Chinese what. And I'm a pure Chinese too. HAHAHA

Chinese New Year is a most important festival for Chinese. Everyone is busying for preparing new year stuff cause tmr is 大年初一. I guess everyone must be enjoy of their reunion dinner tonight. But how bout me?? :(

Things I love bout CNY sure is get angpau-ss loh! I guess every kids and teenagers sure like this but those who had married, hmmmp.. I think they like it too! HAHAHA

CNY mah must gou gou heng heng what.

Must do things during CNY : 穿新衣, 拿红包, 吃新年饼, 喝菊花茶, 吃柑, 看贺岁喜剧, 赌博

Conclusion = CNY = gain weight's season = sick's season = gamble's season

LOL LMAO!!*

Honestly, this year CNY I didnt expect to get too much angpau loh, cause...... *skip*

Some feelings are stucking me but I do not know how to express them. Oh fine, just keep them in the deep core of my heart. As I said, CNY must be gou gou heng heng!

Something that makes me wonder, WHY CNY WEATHER SO HOT AND SO MANY MOSQUITO!!!???

Arghhh Ughhh really fed up you know!! *geram-nya ROAR

Aiyo actually I not really satisfied loh, I just bought some new year clothers for this year and most of them are t-shirts. It's lesser compare with before okay!

And I still need more garments, accessories, bags, shoes and etc.

I want some special a bit eh shirts. Hrmm which means 我不喜欢跟人家撞衣. -_____-

You know ma when you walk in a shopping center or wherever and you saw somebody is wearing the same shirts with you, especially when that person is older than you which mean AUNTY!! Oh damn how awkward is that.

Hrmm, but I'm not going to buy more lah though girls never can be satisfy for their's desire. LOL or just me? O.O"

新年新希望!!!

祝大家

万事如意

心想事成

青春美丽

学业猛进

财运亨通

兔年行大运

ROAR *okay sorry last time can ROAR le ma cause tiger is going back to jungle ==

Hanna I know my joke not funny at all. Grr WO YAO KISIAO LE!!!

我要变美

我要变瘦

我要变乖

我要努力读书

我要存钱给我未来的孩子

Muahahahhahhahahahhahhahahahhhahahhaha!

Dont you laugh at my wishes, at least I got guts to say out okay. XD

Lastly, end my post perfectly with this :

新年快乐兔年快乐

祝大家有个快乐的2011

Birthday baby. ♥

2011-01-16T02:13:00.009+08:00

Okay, I know it's a lil bit too late. =,= But better late than never ma hor.. teehee Firstly, Happy super-belated Birthday to Khor XiuYing a.k.a Mrs. Ang ; 1/1 NewYear birthday mia cutie, she's always tough in my eyes and she always treat me so good like a sister! :D My phone is still available in the late night. You can text me if you cant sleep again if you want. Or maybe you dont need me anymore.. :( My birthday song nice?? I'M THE FIRST WHO WISHED HER ON 1-1-2011 YOU KNOW!!?? How proud! XD

Happy belated Birthday to Lee YengYong a.k.a Mrs.Lee ; 7/1 I think I'm also the first who wished on your birthday sharp at 12am!? But your reaction damn cool lah, made me very am tneh. -.- Anyhow, I knew you love my birthday song! Hahaha! Me & EunHyuk also love you larh! :P Hrmm, anything you want to share with me I can be your listener. Keep too much in heart will explode one day. I know you get my mean. *wink*

Happy Birthday to Ho JieYing a.k.a Niang a.k.a Mrs.Lee ; 17/1 She already married since dont know how many years ago. And I guess everyone knows it. XD She loves Hello Kitty so much, I dont know why she likes a kitty without mouth. LOL Actually she is a nice person, just... I dont love the way you lie. =.= Anyway, stay sweet sweet with your BC.

Love you three lotsa!

Friendship forever!

Loads of LOVE! ♥ ♥ ♥

If I could, I would...

2011-01-11T14:44:00.006+08:00

11.1.11 - a nice date today. Treasure the person who treat you right. Life is too short to live with regrets. Furthermore, 2012 is just one more year to go! Doomsday!!? O.o" Actually this is just depends on you believe it or not lah, if you choose to believe then believe lorh... -.- Today was the 7th day of schooling. zz My new class/old class is completely different compare with last year! Not very busy yet not very free. Not very noisy yet not very quiet. I dont know how to describe it but what I know is just, EVERYONE CHANGED! OMG. It makes me feel so stress you know? Now, everyone is paying fully attention while the teacher is teaching. I'm trying to follow everyone's step now, with a highly speed. I dont want to be the one who get left behind. NOOOOOOO I dont want to stand at the behind anymore without doing anything. Though it's really tough to achieve this, but I'll try my best okay? Ohhmyy God Jesus Buddha Allah GuanYinMa *popipopi* Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm tension like HELL !!! I have so many wishes in this brand new year. :$ I wish the genie in the magic teapot would hear me, genie oh genie~ please grant me my wishes. *Blessing wishing praying so hard* Damn. Why I feel like speechless sometimes???? -.-" And......

I wish I could be HOT like her!

ROFLMAO!!**

Eager to be.

2010-12-26T10:23:00.005+08:00

Can you see how long my hair is? I didnt cut even one inch of my hair since september I think? I can even tie up my hair now! But yea, so bad. I have to cut it soon, very very soon. School reopen is on 3rd of Jan. Sad case. Seriously, I'm not willing to cut it la. But We've no choice, blame the stupid school rules lorh. 谁叫我们是华校生呢? 唉痛苦也是痛苦最后一年了 wooooooo -.- 再多一个礼拜就开学啦, 点算!? 难道你们都没有人发现我们的假期越来越短了吗, 点解!? 明年, SPM & 毕业这两个字让我觉得很压力, 点烦!? 很多东西都很想买, 钱不够用, 点活!? 除了上课, 补习, 上课, 补习, 还是上课&补习, 点死!? URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 我好鬼死烦！！！ SPM, is the most important for me now. I swear. But I never feel nervous until the exam is near. Wtf 我迟早会俾我哩种唔嗲唔吊的性格雷死！！！ Why why why why why why why why why why why why why Thousands of question marks gonna swallow me so soon. I just cant figure out what I'm anxious about. I just simply feel anxiety, uneasy... Owhhhhhhhhhhhh 突然间好想去游水, 我需要清醒！！我依家好需要冷静！！！ I feel like... I'm now the only human in the world. All of the disaster is coming to me just in a very high speed. I can sense that something is starting or going so wrong. But I cant figure out what was that. I cant reckon what's on my mind now. What I want actually? A long-lasting relationship? A true friendship? A warm family? A result that make my parents proud of me? Or a successful future? I hate to make decision. Had a heart-to-heart-talk with my mom few days ago. Honestly her words just like thousands of stones knock so hard on my head and thousands of needles stab onto my heart. 突然间觉得很对不起我父母.. 那天,妈和我说了很多以前的事.她说: "以前你很乖很听话的,做么现在变成今天这样,是妈咪的错吗? 以前你那么可爱做么现在酱令我吐血?" 那时候,妈的眼眶湿了,但她没有让它们掉下来;顿时,我的心在流着泪,滴着血. 我有时也会想,我为什么会变到现在那么堕落?? 唉这叫自甘堕落,怪不了谁. 其实你们都不懂我, 我不明白你们有什么资格评论我!!!??? 可别忘了, 当你们把手指指向我的时候, 还有四只手指是指向你们自己的. 为什么我要当永远被人看不起的那个为什么我要永远被人标上"没有用"这个标签为什么我总是让爱我的人伤心为什么我总是被人骂废柴 rubbish 为什么我那么 N O O B 我的一切一切并不是可以那么轻易用言语表达的. 其实我从很小的时候就懂得很多人都不懂的道理, 只是懂容易, 领悟并且把它用在生活上才是真正难得地方. walaoooooooooo 我讲到自己好像很geng这样hor aiyo 做么我这样失败的我干脆也在facebook留下我的"遗言"告诉全世界我要自杀好了哈哈哈 =,= 妈,我还记得我说过, " 有一天我会让你把我的成绩单贴在门上让你向所有人炫耀!!! "

Happy Birthday ; ♥

2010-12-16T21:30:00.013+08:00

It's 16-12-2010 now. Happy Birthday to Jackqueline Tan Yee Sing Hey! Go wish her quickly, or else I'll kill all of you! Two hours left! Fast Fast Fast !! *jkjk 认住这张照片,她的current FB profile picture. -.- 她的小名叫 Ah Z. LOL 她是美的咯不用讲 >,< 虽然有时有一点吵,一点烦,再加上一点兴奋过度,但还是一个好的朋友啦.. xDD 你以后笑的时候再大大力打我看啦,我下次一定打回你. muahahaha~ 要追她就快点啦,她很多人'仙'的okay? 不过要给我看过先啦肯定,ah z hor?? :P 虽然有时候有点讨人厌但还是很爱你啦!! :DD Proudly present :-

招牌动作? LMAO p/s 她很喜欢做这个pose还有讲lmao! -.-

我们一起参加traffic, 一起笑到白痴酱. 哈哈哈

我们一起跳舞,一起去比赛. 还记得比赛前一天我们最后一次练习,我们哭了但很快的我们又笑笑的还喊口号.当天我们都很紧张但仍然互相鼓励,尤其是你, leader. :))

我们一起出去,一起玩,一起疯,一起在ampsquare像傻婆一样边唱边跳. LOL

我们一起进jaycees,一起去installation,过后去auto city吃ice ice baby. woooo

两个ketiak很臭的黑毛狮王. p/s 另外一个是烦死人的方庄凯晶

She said : 我们超没有像蚂蚁酱小只的. -.-

生日要过了喔,记得要许愿哦! ;D

还有要记得mention我是第一个wish你的! :P

我祝你 :

学业猛进

青春美丽

身材苗条

人见人爱

还有很多很多 LOL

虽然说你的心事我没有说知道很多啦,谁叫你每次只跟ah huey讲,伤透了我的心. ;(

虽然我们认识没有很久,form2的时候认识可是不熟,直到form3才慢慢熟. 后来我们一起补习一起跳舞一起duty,感情一日千里. muahahah

每次都讲我电话里面的照片难看 -.- 你觉得好看的又逼我放做profile picture. hahaha

还有很多很多想要讲,可是很懒惰type. :P 算你走运哈哈哈

讲真的,你打人真的很痛的咯 >,<

唉~ 算了. 今天你生日你大力. 你看啦,每次都complain讲你12月生日没有人记得,所以说我不是人啦现在 hngggg

有什么事需要我帮忙的,做朋友的肯定是两肋插刀,上刀山下油锅也在所不惜! XD

最后,祝我们友谊永固! ♥ ♥ ♥

我 ♥ 你

cake还有礼物欠着先,有机会再还 neninenipupu~ bluehh 打我屁屁啦笨! :P muahahaha

. p/s 爽吗?? xDD

If you try to figure out the missing part of puzzle of my heart..

2010-12-05T17:43:00.002+08:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you learn to appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe

You can't get a rainbow without a little rain.

2010-11-30T00:01:00.004+08:00

Time passed just in a blink of an eye! Looking at the calendar and it shows : 30/11/2010 , it's the last day of November and we're going to say hello to December. December - I can sense this month is gonna be a fun month! Christmas and New Year! Oh gosh, can't wait any longer. I wanna go for countdown celebration! This is gonna be so much fun! :D ~~However, I have to get myself a well time management first.~~ Hellow! This holiday is too bored for me! Watch movie everyday and I feel like, dying. Zzzz. Current status : Eat. Sleep. Love. Laugh Out Loud!! xDD JFF. But this is what I actually doing usually in this holiday. Looking down at my tummy and I feel deeply guilty. Sooray my dear stomach, I'll try my best to control my appetite. :P I still remember my promise kay? So, now I go to cycle every morning and evening. In my opinion, cycle in the morning is much better than in the evening. The morning atmosphere is so suitable to cycle or jog or doing some exercises, I likey the fresh air and the warm sunshine. I feel really good after I came back from cycling every morning. ;) I feel wanna go to swim and play badminton so badly! Who want to join me huh? You know what, swimming and play badminton is helpful for keep fit. It helps to burn calories! And I always feel fresh after I sweat like crazy. So, what am I waiting for? :) I'm thinking to get myself a sport outfit, should I? Sometimes, when I jog and cycle, my legs was pain like hell! :( Surprisingly, I've started to manage my tuition time for form5. ;) Seems like I'm get ready to fight with the big monster - SPM , for next year already huh? Btw, I need some introduction from all of you. I need a good tutor. Any recommendation? I seriously need to have a lot of tuition. Modern Maths, Add Maths, BM and etc. I'm really worst in almost every subject. *cry* Oh what the shyt! 2011 sounds ain't a good year for me. :( I'll try my best to get a better result, as better as I can! Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! D: Anyhow, CNY is coming soon! You guys get my mean?? It means, Shopping Time! My dear wardrobe, I'm so sorry that I'm gonna make you boom again! Bahahaha! XD And for sure, I definitely will drag my mom along to shopping! *drag? o.0 As she is my unlimited ATM what. Lol. So sorry mom, I shouldn't describe you in this way. :P

To end my post perfectly w/ this photo ;

I'm not beautiful like you. I'm beautiful like me. Just the way I am. ;))

p/s ILY baby ;)

Trying to get rid of it!

2010-11-24T07:02:00.005+08:00

I'm frustrated. I couldn't sleep last night. I can't even close my eyes. I was rolling on my bed for few hours,but still,my mind is still that fresh. I'm depreesed. I just can't stop myself for thinking those nonsense. It doesn't make sense at all! So,why I still wasting my time to think bout it? I wonder how many brain cells could been kill by doing this. I was nearly get myself a heart-attack. I feel like I'm so... idiot? FML. Everything is still so fresh in my mind. I really hope that my brain is like a DVD player; then I can just press a 'stop' button for the thing I don't wanna happen; I can press a 'play' button for those happy moments; Press a 'review' button for those old happy memories and a 'forward' button for the moment of solitude.. I just couldn't stop myself for not tend to a negatively thinking. Somebody tell me - Why? Why I just can't do this? Such a BIG failure. I'm desperated. I wish I could fight back frantically. But I can't I can't I can't !!! I just simply CAN NOT ! I was just being like a demented creature. Keep enjoying myself in those imagination of mine. As everyone knows,imagine is really greatful sometimes,it might give you motivate to fulfill your dream. I guess so? But,your imagination could kills you in the meanwhile too! Bloody hell. I can't control every cells of mine eventhough I've try so hard. Why... I might be collapse. I seriously need someone to talk to. But the point is,despite I could really found a 'someone' who is willing to listen to me, I... I don't know how could I express myself as well. How pathetic is this. Yes, I believe. I choose to believe. But what you've shown me? I just... Sorry. I'm poor in expression especially my thoughts. What if there's someone who can read me completely and prefectly? Well. I know there must be no-one. Cause I'm Me and I'm the only Me. So,I should be the only one who can understand myself well, really well that type. But in fact, I wasn't and I never. Who the hell I am!? Huh??? I think I might slightly have.. psychological problems? Or mental problem? Idk.. I feel like chop off my hands and cut off my head. Urgh! Feel like dying.. Why? Somebody tell me Why? I don't deserve this! I wanna cry. But I don't want. I, Me, Dion Lee, isn't that weak. I don't want to be a LOSER! Thank GOD. I think A LOT! Time for now : 7.40am As you know, insomnia is such a fcking asshole. Fyi. p/s Thanks to blogger too. Feeling much better now. Ahh~ relieve!! *wink*

Have you smiled today?

2010-11-23T01:40:00.001+08:00

Take it easy. ;)

2010-11-22T02:22:00.008+08:00

I miss her! She is now at HK and I feel so lonely without her annoying messages. XD *jkjk Big big Hello ! I'm here again. Long time no blog huh. Hahaha! It's holiday now for all students except those candidates of SPM and STPM. Goodluck to all of you! ;D One and a half month of holiday, omgoddddddddd I started to feel bored already. To many to-do-thing in this holiday,but I still feel boring boring boring !!! ush! Since I have nothing to do,so I keep eating every seconds! Roar! I'm so sorry to break my diet plan again and again. But eat is the only thing which can satisfy me mentally and physically. Lmao! Okay. ~~I promise,I'll accomplish my target before the end of this year!~~ :P $ $ $ $ $ $ $ 我发誓,我要存很多很多的钱! I realized that we can't do anything without money. Money is everything. So,I promise myself that I must save a lot of money in this freaking one month,as much as I can. Get bitter now get better later. Aiyo,just don't spend money on those useless thing,then how much money I can save in my pocket already. Hang out lesser loh... :"( But,when CNY eve,I can spend a lot of money on pretty garments,shoes etcetc liao wor. I can buy things I likey without mom's permission and nagging,how great is that! :DDDD So, money money come! :DDDD *sigh My face and my hair, kek sim-nya!!! >,< *cry* It's okay. I'll think a best way to solve this. Feel like wanna dye my hair leh. How??? Should I??? Hmmmps.. anyway,still considering bout it. Sometimes, I'm lost. merci pour tout, Je t'aime. ♥

An end is another new begin.

2010-10-30T18:32:00.003+08:00

Bonjour! A very sudden urge to blog.But honestly,I have nothing to blog about. Whatever. >,< Exam soon and holiday later. Goodluck for exam and enjoy for holidays. Work hard now,Play hard soon. I'll blog again next time whenever I have the urge. *promise* heeeee. :D That's all for today. *Neri,I updated already. Don't ya complain again. Hahaha! I know I'm pretty. I'm pretty in my way. This called self-confidence. woooooo -.- Have a nice day everyone! :) In a relationship,there's always one girl and one guy who are happy together.But then,one stupid sl*t comes and ruins everything. This is how exactly this sentence describe about my feeling. It suits me so well. ;)

You're the only exception.

2010-09-20T02:22:00.003+08:00

My face is getting worsen!I meant pimples,dark circles,eye bags...they are just so irritating!Possibly you can see it through my photo above clearly.I feel like 'yerrrrr,why face like this one' when I look into the mirror.WTFark it's really damn sad larh weyyyyyyyy. -.- I beg mom for so many times already and still she doesn't allow me to go for a facial treatment.So,i decided to go MYSELF.Myself!?means I have to use my own money lo.......Zzzz.Does anyone know which facial centre is better?any recommended?but I've to take care my budget,so can't go for a too expensive one.Seriously lack of money,I'm broke already!I found that money do mean everything,to me.'I want to be billionaire so f*cking bad!',owhh It's one of my wishes from my heart.Oh genie Oh genie~gain me my wish please~~~ If I could be rich,I would go shopping like a siao zha bor!I don't care,I couldn't stand for it anymore!I want more nice garments,shoes,bags etcetc.I need to change a style seriously!My girls might know what style I'm into with.I don't know how to describe it and I don't even know the style's namely as what.But,I just simply love it.Maybe I doesn't suit for that,but....I really love it la!I don't care! XD I don't know why,I'm just simply so into with shoes.I always buy a lot of shoes while I feel it's nice and if I have enough money in my pocket,then I'll buy it without any hesitating.HAHA. That's why I have so many shoes now,once I bought a pair of new shoes,mom sure 'niam' me one.Zzzz.Same as my garments,I have many,but I don't wear it frequently.When I try,I feel it was so god damn nice;When I pay,I feel like why not so nice as I try just now?;When I bought it home,I feel like WHY I WANNA BUY THIS! 女人,都是善变的. == Mom always nagging me while I complain to her I have no shirts to wear : So many shirts already still everyday buy buy buy.See,your wardrobe gonna boom already.Next time don't complaint to me you have no shirts to wear again! Sorry mom.I swear,I'll learn how to be a pengguna yang bijaksana. I won't spend my money on those useless or needless thing anymore. p/s;garments,shoes,bags,accessories are not counted as useless or needless things for me. :D Maybe I should mengamalkan sikap menabung start from now? Hmmps...... 'Can we pretend that airplane it the night sky are like shooting stars?Then I could really use to wish right now,wish right now,wish right now...' I wish I could read your mind. I wish I could change my bad temper. I wish I could stay with the one I love for last forever. I wish all of my wishes could be reality. OK I know I'm too greedy already,I have too many wishes. So what?? Honestly,I'm really so sick with it.This feeling is so............make me feel SO SICK! What the heck am I doing? What the heck am I thinking? What the heck am I talking? What the heck am I feeling? What the heck am I typing? WHAT THE HECK!? zzzzz -.- I'm lost........................... It's god damn late now.Shall off to bed,otherwise mom might walk out from her room and scold me again.I hate her nags. =,= although it's actually good for me,but good advice is always not nice to be listen. haih.. Flu and sore throat is getting serious.I wonder whether can I shout 'class stand/bangun/起立' tomorrow anot. ZZZ 有什么方法可以帮助舒缓鼻塞??? It's torturing me..I can't breath sometime while I was sleeping! Wtf. I have tons of words I couldn't say. I have tons of feelings I couldn't express. I have tons of thinking I couln't tell. I have tons of things I couldn't do. What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with us? What's wrong with the Earth? You swing me up high on the sky and then you swing me down to the ground. You are the one who can do this. p/s; it's hurt. Okay.It's time to bed,still have to go to school tmr. Bye Bye ! time ended : 3.19am

Better late than never.

2010-09-06T02:44:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday to my lovely friend - WenHuey Khor

Yea.We did it!We tear her down successfully!Hope you'd love our suprise. *teeheee Well,no matter how we also can't win someone la.hah!wish you two sweet sweet forever! ;D *I know i'm late.Hope you don't mind and i know you won't. XP This photo been taken few months ago.Our relation getting closer and closer since we started learn hip-hop dance together?Perhaps dance really link our hearts together!weeeeee!Although I've known you for almost 10 years,but we seldom talk when we're in primary school.Even we have been in the same class for 5 years. == Anyway,I still that love you!Wish you could grow taller as you wish. ;P ♥ friendship forever! ♥ . . --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- . . I know i've abandoned my blog for a long time already.Sorry readers,I don't know why,I've started lost my passion in blogging already.Lack of motivate to update it frequently.. But nevermind,i know there's less of people view my blog,or even no one.Whatever,I'll still try to update it when i have the mood. ;P . 3.03am It's the time now.I can't sleep! *URGH! Something keep on flowing in my mind!Shooo away pleaseeeee,seriously,I'm not willing to think bout it!Sucha bothering! WTF Sometimes,something,someone..I just can get all these out of my head! So extremely down now.............................................. Honestly,what I need is just so simple. I need a shoulder,to let me cry on it whenever I'm sad. I need a hand,to hold me whenever I'm feeling unsafe. I need an ear,to listen to me whenver I need someone to talk to. I need a mouth,to tell me truths but not lies. I need a chest,to hug me and I can feel the heartbeat and the body temperature. I need an eye,to look at my perfection and imperfection,and accept it. I need a heart,to wholeheartedly to me. I need a person,to care and love me only. Izit so hard to find a boy/man like this?Yes,It is! . This world is so cruel and unfair.We always can't get what we want although we really pay don't know how many of sweats,bloods and tears.. Nobody is going to care how much you pay for it,they just care whether how many they can get. This is H U M A N. I'm a human too.I'm a living thing.I have my own feeling,I have my own limit,I have my own baseline,I have my own thinking,if you're trying to challenge my limit and baseline,I'll do everything to protect myself from getting hurt.Trust me,I'll do it. Try to think bout my stands and my feelings.You'll know why I'll being emo always. -.- Feeling like I've fall inside a deep dark hole,I stretched out my hands but nobody's there to hold my hands and rescue me from there.No one could do that too.Absolutely helpless!Feel that I'm alone and I'm lonely... I really hate this feeling till the max! SHOUT OUT LOUD !!! I'm hesitating confusing struggling torturing suffering depressing I feel so lonely upset down unsafe helpless lifeless

...................spechless......................

Feeling like crying........... :'( . . . . . Your little change could change everything.

Life isn't perfect,but you could make it better.

2010-08-21T02:05:00.008+08:00

*Smile,it irritates who wish to destroy you.*

Bonjour! Look at the clock on the wall,it shows it's 3.00am right now.Uh Oh... I want to sleep but I just simply can't sleep without reason!Issh! Nowadays everyone is complaining bout my face,they keep on irritate me! Alright.I know my face was not that pretty,somemore there's lots of pimples pop on my face!Especially my forehead..but I also can't control them what.You know i'm not willing to see them appear on my face also.Hrmmm,did anyone know any good facial cleansing product?Any recommended?Seriously I need something that is good for my face.Urgent!** Feeling like the facial cleasing that I was using wasn't that good..and my face is getting serious day by day.But someone told me that : you everyday so late only sleep no wonder your face is getting serious nowadays.Eng gai.Sleep earlier then your face might become better. zzzzzz Does it got any relate? =,= However,your suggestion is still acceptable. xDDD I'll try my best to sleep a lil bit earlier than usual kay?Hope your words are really work! :D Something shit happened few days ago.Somebody is just so....Alright,till now,I still couldn't found a word to describe bout her!I'm not going to mention who is she right here but I guess everyone do know who is that human I mentioned.You are just so terrible than I can imagine!Please remember who you are and be responsible to your duty.Always remember what is your responsibility.Respect people as well and people will respect you back too.Think twice or more before you speak something please,~~MORON~~.Don't you know your words are getting people mad?Okay,I know I might be too over already.But at least,I got the gut to admit what I've done! And you,watch out!!I'll let your eyes pop out and pop in and pop out then pop in again! !@#$%^&*()_+ Just like what my bestie said,whenever I think bout her,I feel so bo gam guan! WTFking asshole! -.- Whatever..you'll have to pay for what you've done in one day.May god bless you. R.I.P Change to another topic again.Hrmmmm,guess everyone saw my FB status few days ago?Okay,I'm not going to talk too much least you should know,YOU RUINED OUR FRIENDSHIP. 你知唔知你宜家geh行为被称之为虚伪!?哩个世界唔系话哭就大晒gah!宜家你识流马尿我地唔识咩????就算我地要哭,都唔会系甘多人面前,大庭广众甘哭俾所有人睇啦,至少我仲识得个丑字点写.你想博边个同情!?!?!?好对唔住,我唔会可怜你,甚至乎系原谅你,你要知道,你已经做得甘绝,我地已经返唔到转头啦.再见啦,我曾经的朋友. ;) Yea.Just let everything ended up like this.Good to you,good to me.Weeeeeeeee! I know everything is getting on a better way.I know everything will be fine. GOD BLESS ME! ;D Sincerely hope that I have the determination to study hard for the exam.Po pi I wont failed again this time cause of my laziness.Allehluyah! -.- Honestly,I'm facing tons of problems nowadays.But nobody could help me... Sob** But I said : nevermind,it's alright.these are just a challenge.a tiny lil challenge in my life. The worst is yet to come! Vous avez pris mon cœur.Vous êtes le seul homme pour le reste de ma vie. XOXO

A smile,to cover a million of tears.

2010-08-08T05:16:00.006+08:00

JESUS! It's nearly 6am.But I still haven't fall onto my lovely bed yet.GOSH! Not only that,somemore I'm so starving right now!URGH** Damn damn damn hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy la weii! == But,I gotta tahan!I gotta slim down!I gotta lost lots of my weight! R-O-A-R You know why?Every girl wanna slim down,cause they wanna wear lots of pretty shirts,pants etcetc.As you know,every girl look pretty when they're SLIM!瘦,就是王道! But,no pain,no gain.As you really wanna slim your body down,then you gotta pay for it.You need to do exercises frequently as you can,and the most important is,you gotta control your mouth,control your mind,control your heart,control your hands and control yourself for not eat too much!Or can say as,for not letting yourself to eat even a little bit more. =,= Haihhhhhh..See.This what we called as girl/woman looo.Girl/woman can do whatever thing to let themselves look more pretty and attractive.They can saved their money for don't know how many days or months and just spent it in one day for those stuff they likey.They can wear don't know how many inch of high heels to make themselves look taller or make their legs look longer and sexier.They can don't eat for the whole day and just drink fruit juice or drinking water,they can control themselves hard for not eating even a little bit much more,avoid from eating whatever things that are oily,high-calories,high sugar contained etcetc..Somemore,they can control themselves to not eat those things they like/love,eg. chocos,ice cream.Perhaps we need to call them as Superwoman. Unfortunately,I'm one of them too. :'( But I still haven't reach that level yet la..I didn't have so much determination to control myself.Anyhow,my diet plan is still running all the time! Somemore somemore,I wanna save more money to buy whatever I likey!I don't care how I gonna xim tia if I really spent all my savings just in one day!Hooooooooray!I'm absolutely a shopping maniac! ;D Woooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo! I always that high whenever think bout SHOPPING. This is why we called girl/woman. ;) Nobody knows what's going to happen on the next seconds.So,just appreciate everything that you're having now for not regretting the next time. This is what I'm doing right now.I know what I'm doing and what I'm thinking.Please don't ever doubt bout me,please... It's hurt. I think it's time to sleep now.Or else my dark circles and eye bags will getting more and more serious.Somemore my pimples,wtf I hate to see them appear on my face!grrr! Au revior! it mean 'goodbye' in French. ;) XOXO

Trust build a strong relationship.

2010-08-06T00:24:00.006+08:00

Hey Yo!It's friday! :D Time flies.........It's already August.I wonder that why time pass so fast?Just in a blink of an eye,8 months was gone.I had been wasted my life for 8 months more again!URGH still,I couldn't change anything.Exam will be held on the end of this month.Whatheohmyfuckingod** I want to get a good result!But........IDK why I can't have such that determination.Feeling like so.......L-I-F-E-L-E-S-S I just passed my oral test for english and my title is "How can you be a good listener?". Feels like it's quite meaningful actually.As it say : Listen to him or her with not only your ears,but also your eyes and your heart. To understand this,you need to know what communication consists of. So,are you a good listener?do you have a listener? Fortunately,I still have you. :)

很多时候,我都不懂得该如何表达自己的内心想法.总在发生事情后,不断的逃避,不去面对.我总愚蠢的认为,只要不去想,不去看,不去理,事情就会告一段落.但,现实生活里根本不容许我的懦弱.事实,就是那么的残酷.该怎么办?事情,已经到了糟糕的地步.每一天,都重复着一样的事情.我感觉越来越不安,那种感觉就像石头一样重重的压在我心里,我很难受...虽然我知道,哭,根本不能让情况好转又或者得到解决.但这是我唯一能让自己感觉好受些的宣泄方式.

本来,我写了很多东西,可是因为一些技术上的错误全都被删掉了.那就算了吧,至少我把它说出来过.的确,说出来的感觉好受很多.

We're the next top model!Laugh Out Loud!!xDDDD

The endless story.

2010-07-26T00:56:00.005+08:00

I hate monday!

Ciao!It's ~~1.47am~~ right now...I hate to being alone in the late night.

I hate silence. I hate lonely. I hate alone. I hate dark. I hate loneliness. I hate night. I love sunshine more.Sunshine means hope.Sunshine bring us a new day and a new start.Every morning is a new start for me.So,I trying to make everything good in the morning.Suddenly,feeling like wanna see sunrise.Feels like I saw 'hope' when I saw sunshine.I simply love the feeling.Try to imagine..... In the dawn,at a beautiful beach,the sea is blue and the water is clear and clean,the sands are white and soft,there is plenty of seashells on the beach,or you can even see starfishes are lying on the sand,or you can see baby crabs are crawling along,you can feel the sea breeze touch on your face,the waves hit the beach and it sounds soft and peaceful..You're now on the beautiful beach,with the one you love,both of you hold each other hands and walk along the beach,and then find a place to sit down and look at the sea,you both can see the sun like move slowly from the sea,sunlight is shining,slowly,gradually,to the every part on the earth..And now,you and your loves one are watching the sunrise,watching how the big golden sun move and how the sunlight shining.Dark sky change to blue sky,gradually,the white clouds are smiling to us from the sky,and the moon is still there,but no one was found.You're now head gently on his shoulder,and he holds your hand,he kiss your forehead after that,everything is so peaceful right now unless the one you love is with you now.You two saw the sunshine is just like saw the hope of both of your future.And then he gives you a particular promise in this moment.How romantic is this! STOP DREAMING! *slap die me.. zzzzz Dream is always better than reality.The hardest thing to do,is make your dreams not dreams anymore,turn it into reality!But....I'm definately a day-dreamer.Day dreaming is what I do always,I never think to turn it all into reality,cause I know it will never happens,maybe I should be more self confidence sometimes,but I just can't.I scare to be dissapointed,please,don't let me down... Feels like everything is out of control,everything is going wrong,everything is not happen in my expecting anymore,EVERYTHING IS JUST SO BOTHERING!URGH W-H-Y?Why it must happen on me again and again,somebody tell me why...I hate this feeling till the maxx! My thoughts for now : Everything is going to be alright.Time is needed for everything. And so,what's the point for me to being so emo like now?CHEER UP!!**

Do you really know what you should know?

2010-07-24T18:28:00.001+08:00

And so,what is life and what life is?

Whataya want from me?

2010-07-24T01:28:00.008+08:00

Took this photo while waiting the hairstylist,had my hair cut @ A/X hair saloon.I flatten my fringe again.Seems like everyone not very get used with my new hairstyle,but actually it's just same as before what.HAHAHA Did I really look younger in flatten fringe?I hope so. :P Okay.Just changed my blogskins again.A very very very very simple blogskin.Simple is the best! :) But,there's something wrong with my blog posts setting.Scroll down and you'll know what happens.Anyone know how to solve this?Teach me please... >.< Celebrate LiWen's birthday at Little Chef today.This is the only one photo that I had take with my dear,had a long long time didn't take photo with her already.Damn miss the day we stay school for everyday.And,you can see my flatten fringe in this photo.Izit I really look younger than comb it beside?LOL

Addmath tuition tomorrow noon.Teacher going to buy us MCD as lunch. *Thankiewwwwwwwww

I'm lovin' it! ;)

But so bad,what I can eat is just French Fries.But it's better than nothing. Hee.

This is just a very very random post.Nothing else to say.

Goodbye!

I wanna shout it out but I can't.What's wrong with me? :'(

Happy birthday!

2010-07-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

*This is the only pic I have.SORRY LiWen. ;( *

It's LiWen Tan's big day!!

Happy Birthday!!

All the best for you,and may all your wishes come true.

We knew each other since we're in primary school,and we getting closer than before nowadays.

She is a nice person and she treat everyone good.Everyone knows it.

She'll always be there when we need her help.

And you should know that,I knew you love me since long time ago.Muahaha!And,I love you too my octopus! :D

Last but not least,

Happy birthday to my beloved octopus!!

If anyone bully you in the sea,remember must tell me!I help you go hamtam all of them! xDDD

I'm so sorry but I love you.

2010-07-20T01:52:00.009+08:00

Current song : Lie by Big Bang As my title told you so,yes!I'm falling in love with this song again.Just simply love the lyrics with no reason. "I'm so sorry but I love you...." Somehow,I still prefer the korean version more than the english version one.IDK why. Whatever,Big Bang's songs are always that nice. *weiqian should be very happy if she saw this.I guess.HAHAH I'll never forget the day,my big day,010710.For me,it's the memorable birthday ever in my life!They tear me down!They suprised me!And,they shocked me too! == However,I still be thankful to everyone who willing to spent their time to celebrate my birthday with me.Thanks lotsa!Thanks for the suprise,Thanks for the presents,Thanks for the SecretRecipe cake,Thanks for the love and Thanks for everything! *loveyaallmylovely.* ♥ ♥ ♥ I wanna watch all these movie so badly.I think I should find one day and watch all of them in one day in cinema!Never try movie marathon,I think it will be great. :D

S A L T

Street Dance Inception

Took this photo with weiqian & xiuying at Little Chef on my birthday.We are BFF since 2008,we are in the same class when form 2 and xiuying is my deskmate.I still remember that we chit-chat non stop in the class when that time.Still remember our topic!?LOL.We talked and we laughed together!We like to eat in the class after recess,we always buy a lot of biscuits and eat like a mouse at behind,cause we can't let the teacher saw what we doing.Or just me?MUAHAHA!!I smile,when I recall every moment we pass through.Friends Forever! ♥

Unfortunately,it's 0232 right now.I still can't get into my lil dreamland.I think I shouldn't take a too-long-nap in the noon anymore,for not can't sleep in the midnight again. ==

In a week,we go to school for 5 days.And I late to school frequently,for almost 5 days in a week.I've no idea that how many marks did gone on this kesalahan that I did for almost everyday.I also not purposely eh ma....You know what?I can't sleep tight in the night and so I can't wake up myself in the early morning and I always told myself when the alarm was rang : 5 more minutes.Zzzzz.And I'm a girl what,I need to take some time to tidy up everything,even though wearing shoes,it took me 5 minutes I think. =,=

Sorry.I'll learnt how to be punctual always.I'll get myself up earlier the next time.LOL

Mountains of homeworks are still waiting me.I haven't complete all of them yet.My moral folio,science workbook,sejarah nota..............Omfg.Kill me please! >.<

Who call I wanna absent for one week cause of my 'lil cute appendix' leh..Still need to忌口for one - two months.Haiss....自己攞来衰!! >.<

And,I have to stop my dance lesson for three months too.Feel so sorry to my teammate.Sorry... ;((

*yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Finally,I started to feel a lil bit sleepy already.It's time to jump onto my lovely bed.

Have a sweetdream everyone! ;)

When life hits you at its hardest,don't give up.Keep being strong.It will be worth it in the end.

2010-07-15T00:05:00.007+08:00

这次,我想用华语.

因为对于我来说,还是华语比较能表达我的心情.

相信大家都知道,我进了医院,住了几天,因为盲肠炎.==

那几天,很难过.人很不舒服,而且又一个人,每天一直不停地胡思乱想.想到我都快要疯了!!!

当然,要很感谢那些特地来探望我的朋友们,真的很感动,在此,真心诚意地向你们道谢. :)

还有,当然还有哪些透过各种不同的方式关心与慰问我的朋友们.真的很庆幸,我还有一班好朋友们.我们一起笑,一起玩,一起疯,一起讲某某某坏话,还有一起哭?哈哈.很多时候,我都不懂得如何妥善的表达我的心情.我是个不太懂得如何表达自己的人,虽然没有说出口,但其实我心里真的真的很感动...谢谢 ;)

很多时候,我总是很emo.可能很多人讨厌我这样,但这并不是我想要的.只是,需要烦恼的事情,太多了.......我不懂得如何去体谅别人,我不懂得如何去关心别人,我不懂得如何去让别人开心,我不懂得安慰别人,我不懂得如何表达自己,我甚至不懂得如何去爱别人,如何去爱自己.....你觉得你自己很失败!?其实,我比你更失败,我想要跟你一些鼓励的,结果到最后总是弄巧反拙.

说真的,这几天,真的是感触良多.顿时觉得想法变得和以前很不一样.以前我不知道自己为什么活着,我的人生漫无目的,而现在,我心里比谁都清楚,我为什么要让自己活得更好,我为了什么而执着.人在生病的时候总是最脆弱的,这一点我不否认,在我病了的那一段期间,虽然我看起来迷迷糊糊的,但其实很多东西我看的比所有人都清楚,谁真心对我好的我知道.可能我写到这里你会觉得:"cheh,才住医院几天吧了就变酱厉害酱多感触料咩!?!?"Okay,如果你不相信你也可以去医院住个几天,那你就会明白我的感受.不然你没有资格对我这一篇post发表任何comment. :)

世界很大,我们人类其实很渺小,小得就像是沙漠里的一粒沙.在这个世界上,比我们悲惨的大有人在,所以,请永远都不要觉得自己是最悲惨的,反而应该想尽办法让自己活得更好,比所有人都好,要记住,"活得比自己的敌人更好就是对敌人最大的报复".

以前,我总是认为自己一直都是一个人.但后来我发现其实不是.至少我有愿意倾听我的心声的listener.其中一个很特别,他是我一个很特别的聆听者,我把所有事情都告诉他,无论是开心的,不开心的...真的很感谢他.然而,我也希望我也是你的聆听者,无论开心或不开心的都记得要跟我讲啊! :D

今天,有一个人,告诉我,未来.未来??我想过很多很多...在我眼前,有很多不同的人生道路等着我去探索,但其实到现在我还是不能确定到底哪一条路才是我应该走的......现在,我拟定了自己的目标,希望这次我没有把希望托付在错的地方.我其实很庆幸可以自己选择自己想要走的路.而我也知道,我选的路,不是一般人都能理解的,这条路,很难走......但我知道,天使会常伴我左右. :)

终于,我学会了什么叫看开一点.我不会再强求些什么,就让一切顺其自然,该发生的总会发生,不该发生的永远都不会发生.我不后悔,至少我很努力地尝试过.但我知道,什么是不应该轻易放手的.

Okay.现在很夜了,再不睡我妈应该会从她房间跑过来不停地念我.被念,是一件多么痛苦的事.唉 :'(

Goodnitez readers! xoxo

~~想起很多事情,才发现自己真的很蠢!!!或许我应该自私一点,我不想永远躲在角落一旁哭的人是我...~~

I never told you.

2010-07-07T19:01:00.006+08:00

Baby are you down down down down down? :'(

Who is willing to listen to me?

I need somebody to talk to,but,seriously,I don't know how to describe my feeling right now.

I'm SAD.

"I can't tell you what it really is,I can only tell you what it feels like,because I love the way you lie."

Just let everything remain in the same way.It's the best,perhaps.

Don't cry.Life won't stop going on cause of your tears!

Be tough!

In fate.

2010-07-06T18:17:00.003+08:00

Smile! :)

Hey!It's holiday tomorrow!Wohoo! :D

Have a day to rest at home and sleep till you wake up yourself automatically is sucha great thing.I really lack of sleep nowadays,seriously. =,= And!Now,my legs are in painful!I'm such a Orang Kurang Upaya right now.zzzzzzzz DAMN IT! Cause of the 'frog jump' la!!LOL.Even go to toilet,it's a suffer thing for me.Except this,I somemore need to open my legs bigger than usual to climb the stairs,omg how kesian was that? ='[ Hope that my legs could be recover in a short time,as fast as possible!RAWR Well,today is a bad day for me,I had a bad start in today.Get mad on something.WTH I really wonder that why I can't have a not-so-bad day?I wonder why there's some people like don't need to face any problems in their life?I wonder why there's must be something to ruin my day.WHY!?Okay.Stop thinking negatively!!From another perspective,maybe God is giving you some challenges,you might learn something through these!Actually,my life might be a not bad life,if I could think everything in a positively way,ain't??So,stay calm and smile when you're in trouble,just take them as a challenge of your life,the worst is yet to come! But nevermind,I know everything will be fine SOON. :) Long time didn't see my flat bangs already?Do you miss it?HAHAHA Honestly,I got a bit miss it lo.....But,just a bit la. Hee Eclipse,is going to show in the cinema on the day after tomorrow! MUAHAHA I'm so exciting for it!I know it will be an awesome movie,definetly! "Edward was here,with his arms around me.I could face anything as long as that was true.I squared my shoulders and walked forward to meet my fate,with my destiny solidly at my side." Bella Swan,New Moon. Honestly,I hate somebody is texting while he/she is on call with me.Don't ask me why,just simply hate it. The End. Bye! D.

Time flies....

2010-07-03T18:34:00.007+08:00

Current song : 抱歉 by 李圣杰 HELLO world!A cloudy rainy day today.Just simply love the weather now.Not so hot yet not so cold. :D Hrmm,I did something by myself successfully!Feel so proud of myself!muahaha!But.......I'm not so in the mood.I have a bad premonition,seems like something bad will happen soon,very very soon.omg BAD THINGS STAY AWAY FROM ME PLEASE!! :'( Tomorrow...I'm scare of tomorrow,suddenly...I don't know why...I'm shivering when think bout tomorrow...WTH suddenly hope that the time will be stop on today.But still,I'm exciting for tomorrow!It's somebody's big big day!!Errrrrrrrrrrr,seriously,It's a kind of indescribable feeling.No one will understand it include ME.When there is no one can understand you or you have no one to talk to,and include yourself,even you also can't understand yourself well,what can you do somemore?You can do nothing!How sad is this. :'( Honestly,I'm hurt when I received your text this morning.I never think that things will be like this........... Maybe I don't know how to settle things well,SORRY.I don't know why would you think like that,maybe I've done something wrong...........SORRY again.I don't know what can I do anymore except of apologize. *Sob.. But,I'm still waiting for tomorrow to come faster!LOL! :D ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Okay,change another topic. Eclipse is going to show in the cinema on 8th July!! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg I'm so whatheohmyfuckgod excited!!I really can't wait for it anymore!I wanna meet my edward again in the movie!Long time didn't see him already.Miss die him!WTF. xDDD

It all begins...With a choice. Their love is sweeeeeeeeeeeeet enough!Edward and Bella. :)

Maybe...only a vampire can love you forever.

But,sure I'll found out my mr.vampire in one day,who is willing to love me forever. *wink*

And soon,

ended up my post w/ this photo ; The vampire,Edward Cullen.

I admire him much!Although he's very very lam nuar in reality.=,=

Bye!

Cherish the moment.

2010-07-01T21:24:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to DION LEE! :D

Love ya all my friends,XO

going to update bout it.lots of feeling wanna shout out here!

awwwwwwwwww XD

Get bitter or better?

2010-06-27T19:17:00.005+08:00

Welcome to my Cloudy Skies. :) Just done my new blog template.It's blue and another colour.IDK what is the name of the colour.Hrmm,you know I know can already la.Muahaha!Not very likey this at first,but while I was changing the templates,I feel it's actually look damn nice.Anyway,Saya suka then it's enough ady lo.But It's still renovation,feeling like my colour sense wasn't that good.Tag me if there is any problem.LOL.And sure I need to thank to a human here,no her no this blog template.Laugh-Out-Loud!!Sincerely thanks to WeiQian Lim. ;D One week had gone!All the results are gave back to us already.Seriously,I not very satisfied with my results only.Feel so guilty for not really pay my heart and study hard for the 1B term exam.I wonder why I just can't do everything as well as I can,I'm absolutely a failure! ='[ 17th July is coming nearer and nearer.All of our parents need to come to school on that day to take our results and have a talk with our class teacher.DAMN IT!But,I think mostly I won't call my parents come to school on that day.You know I know why. D: Took this photo while we're on the way to gurney.Thanks WenHuey's parents for fetching us.HAHAH!I feel that we look kinda funneh in this photo,IDK why.Muahaha!Damn happy that we can get into final,but so bad we are not going to take part in final cause we are facing lotsa problems.So,just take it as an experience.I know that we still have lots of chances!MUAHAHA!Okay,I admit I'm quite beh paiseh.But from another perspective,this also can say as be self-confidence what,ain't!? xDDD Recently,many many problems come to me in the same time.It totally drag me to the hell.I can't really sleep tight in every single night.But luckily,I still have someone to talk to.Thanks you willing to listen to me and always stand by my side.Thankieww! I always trust that "Time proves everything".I really hope that everything will be fine soon.May GOD bless me. ;( ITALY. xDDDDDD Addicted to this song currently,California Gurls by Katy Perry feat Snoop Dogg " California girls We're unforgettable Daisy dukes Bikinis on top Sun-kissed skin So hot Will melt your popsicle Oooooh Oh Oooooh " :DD Going to take my dinner. Bye everyone! XOXO

First-T

2010-06-25T15:53:00.005+08:00

My current handphone wallpaper. =)

Just try to update something.LOL STAY TUNED!

by, D.

No pain No gain.

2010-06-17T05:01:00.006+08:00

HELLO babies! ;) WOW I wake up in the damn early morning.What a miracle huh??xDDD Sooooooo hungry right now.I almost topeng the whole kitchen,but still I could't found something. ;(( Cintan mee???Don't want la.My on diet plan is still running okay??!!!! yorrrrrrrrrr,damn hungry la weiiiiiiii. == Recently,always feel tired.I oso don't know why.Maybe lack of sleep gua.zzzzzz I always sleep easier no matter anywhere.KNS Spend almost all the time in studio.Competition is just around the corner.Seriously,I'm damn panic bout it.I know I'm worst.Sob.. Regardless of win or lose,just wanna gain some experience.We really put lots of effort on this competiton.Hope we can get a satisfy result.LOL! -.- Girls,let's add oil together!Shake your ass! x) p/s and you all should know,we need lotsa support from you all! Went to QB on tuesday to celebrate yuchen's birthday.Watched Prince of Persia,it's a nice movie indeed! :)

This is the very first time I spent not so much money while hang out with friends!OhMyGod -.-

I know no one will believe on this but I really do so!!HAHAHAH!!

But,I really need lots of cash for more and more pretty stuffs!!Lots of thing gonna buy,shirts,pants,bags,accessories etc.WOW so high when thinking bout shopping.MUAHAHA.Bo huat la,who called we were GIRLS?!Laugh Out Loud!!It's so great that IF you have unlimited cash in your wallet or you have kredit cards,and you can buy what you want no matter how expensive the cost is!But,it will just happened in my dreamland,it will never be true. ='[

Gonna save more money for more pretty stuff,start from now on!Hope I can do it ;)

Somethings BAD happened again.It totally ruined my mood. ;((

God knows what happened.This feeling is damn hateful.

"This will be the last chance I gave you,I promised."

Anyway,I'm trying to do something.I don't want to have regrets!!

** 听住先啦 ;))

That's all.

Goodbye! XOXO

Happy birthday.Lovessss.

2010-06-15T00:40:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YeeChen Chew.

Hrmmm,today is her BIG DAY!Everyone fast go wish her happy birthday! :) Wish you all the best in the new year.LOL! Wish you always Happy Go Lucky. Wish you always lenglui. Wish you always got lots of food can eat. I know you need me when you hungry. -,- Wish you always got lots of cash. Wish you found your 'The One'. I know you need a new life.Kick everything bad out of your life,the new life is waiting for you right here! Anyway,you should know I Love You that much!! You are my best listener ever!You always give me much opinion and advise when I was facing problems!And me too huh?? :P You always accompany me when I need you.OMG you are just like my Boyfriend! a kiss for you. :-* MUAHAHA! Well,everyone knows that we had a big quarrel before.But now,we are best friends and our relation is getting better and better than before. :) 吵架可以增进感情.=,= :P LOL!But sure I don't hope the same thing happen again.teehee

She is my best shopping partner too! Hee :)

Last,wish you Happy Birthday again.Thousands of hugs and kisses for you! XOXO p/s going to celebrate her birthday tmr @ QB w/ weiqian.Have fun! :)

Something,anything or nothing?

2010-06-13T05:18:00.006+08:00

Hey.It's 5.18am right now. DAMN late already.But still I haven't fall into my dreamland yet. I can't sleep again tonight.ARGHH!!=,= I don't know what should I do for next. I'm still confusing.. Lots of feeling wanna shout it out.But,I CAN'T. I don't know what's wrong with me again. Feel like I was just like a fool/stupid/bastard/moron or whatever else. I couldn't found a WORD to describe my current feeling.It was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo == I don't know how can I describe bout that la.ceebeeeeee =,= Who can help me?????????????!! Anyone help me please.? :'( yorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr,I really hate the current feeling.eff-euu-cee-kay! SIGH till USA. -.- Hope that there is someone can kick me to the South Africa.Then I can come back to M'sia after I watch the football matches there.Or maybe when I was on the way fly to South Africa then I feel tired then fall into the sea after that eaten by a shark or many sharks.KNS -,- Or when I come back here I become O Lang ady??KNN why I have such that stupid thinking.ARGHH!!=='' Feel like wanna bang my head to the wall.But I scare pain.wtf What I can do???? ;((( Okay.I don't know what I am typing right now.I don't know what I am talking bout right now.I don't know what I am doing right now.I don't know what I am thinking bout right now.Don't ask me apa-apa. I don't know! Saya apa pun tak tau! 我什么都不知道! 现在,我好想把自己塞进墙壁里面. 我很想把地球炸了！！！我很想把世界上所有能吃的都吃了！！！=,= p/s sorry.I know It's a f*cking lame yet pointless post.But I really dono how can I describe or express my feeling ma.I also don't want mia okay???! == zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

This time for Africa.

2010-06-13T02:58:00.006+08:00

Football Fever!! OlehOlehOlehOleh!! :D Fuyohh!!Everyone are discussing bout the FIFA World Cup 2010,no matter anywhere no matter anytime.== 64 matches for 31 days I think.Walaooooooooooooooo chase till eyes gonna pop out.zzzz Btw,the theme song that sang by Shakira not bad,WAKA WAKA. xDDDDDD Okay.I know It's POINTLESS. =,=

Let's get party!

2010-06-04T13:55:00.007+08:00

*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!! It's holidays!It's holidays!It's holidays! Let's get party! No books!No tuitions!No exam! Shopping!Movie!Hang out! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :D Feel like I'm too exciting already.hahaha.OMG I just can't control myself like this! Well,I need calm now.Now my mood is just like rojak. == Very excited for the holidays yet very pekcek bout something.ceebeeeeeee. == Anyway,SOMETIMES WE GOTTA ACT LIKE WE DON'T CARE! -.- zzzzzzzzzzzz. But actually I care.KNN.=,= Guys,are you ready?Let's get party! :D Why don't you choose to trust me?Sob..

Can you feel my heartbeat?

2010-05-29T18:02:00.008+08:00

This is the 99th post of my blog. :D

Guess who is this? :P

He had such quiet eyes

She did not realise

They were two pools of lies

Layered with thinnest ice

To her,those quiet eyes

Were breathing desolate sighs

Imploring her to be nice

And to render him to paradise

If only she'd been wise

And had listened to the advice

Never to compromise

With pleasure-seeking guys

She'd be free from "the hows and whys"

Now here's a bit of advice

Be sure that nice really means nice

They you'll never be losing at dice

Through you may lose your heart once or twice

HE HAD SUCH QUIET EYES

Hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,I think all the form 4 students should what is that and what's that are talking about.It's meaningful! :)

Exam,still one more week to go.I don't know why I just can't sit down quietly and concentrate on my study.wtf!I didn't have such determination. *sigh! But,I promise,I'll try my best.Even I get a bad result,but at least I got try my best.weeeeeeeeeeeee Holiday,Holiday,HOLIDAYS!!So exciting for it.I wanna shopping!awwwwwwwwwwww -,- But lack of cash recently,I need lotsa cash to complete my stuff.Who wanna sponsor me some?? :P I always feel so excited when holidays is coming nearer and nearer.Cause I can do what I want during holidays,such as shopping like a crazy woman! *Chehhhhhhhhhh,shopping nia ma.Everyone loves it la.Just no money nia ma. =,= Muahahahahahahahahaha xDDDDDD whathefuck I'm talking about.zzzzzzzzzzzzz -,- And,keep fit's plan is still running.I still remember my target kay?zzzzzzzzz.o.0" Seriously,why no one tell me that I'm so FAT before????!! =,= Everyone got their past,include me.And so,don't call me 'dua pui' anymore NOW!!hnggggggggggggg *although I'm still the FAT one. -.- LOL Currently,in love with this song : 世界唯一的你 by 曹格 "紧紧拥抱唯一的你无可救药的坚定就算世界与我为敌我也愿意我什么都愿意"

p/s changed new blogskin again.Izit look nice?It took me hours to complete it. :) "Sometimes you can't believe what you see,and you have to believe what you feel." ♥ ♥ ♥ Tata ;)

It's the distance.It's far apart.

2010-05-27T01:02:00.003+08:00

本来这篇想要用英语写的,因为碰巧明天考英语嘛,但我还是觉得用华语比较能表达.没办法,本来想写英语的,顺便练习一下自己的书写能力,但我的英语真的是烂透了,有时我看了自己都想笑.=,= 对,今晚我又在心情不好了.我再一次的疯了,我崩溃了.看到了一些不该看的,听到了一些不该听的.我失控了.我不知道该怎么办.我以为问题解决了,我以为没事了,我以为只要改变我待人处事的方式一切就会和以前一样.但,我错了.那只是我一厢情愿的想法,别人并不这么认为.别人总是认为错了就是错了,无论怎么挽回都是无济于事.有时候,想东西应该要从多方面想,说话做人做事也一样.有些话说了就是说了,有些事做了就是做了,错了就是错了,拼了命地死命挽留又怎样?就算真的从这一刻学会懂得珍惜,别人也不一定会.事实,总是残酷的,但无奈的是我们必须学会如何去接受.我上了这一课很久,却始终在原地踏步.我就是一个这样的人,我喜欢活在自己幻想的美好世界里,所以我总学不会如何去接受事实,如果可以,我希望一辈子活在那虚假的世界里,至少我是快乐的.但,梦总有结束的一天,要懂得什么时候该清醒,看清世界.我很多次努力的告诉自己"是时候要醒了",但不曾成功过.可能是醒不了吧,又或者是我不愿意醒来,我不愿意面对这一切,我想永远待在那美好的梦里.我不想每天睁开眼睛面对这个世界时,我还是一个人.其实,我很痛苦.其实,我很难受.其实,我很难过.别人总把自己以为的当做事实,却没有真正去了解到底是怎么一回事.别人总以为自己是对的,却从未想过别人的感受和想法.想处得好其实不代表什么,只是可能是碰巧没事发生吧了.唉...人生啊...真叫人感叹不已... 很多人都说我很emo,其实并不是.我只是尝试用我自己的方法表达我自己的心情而已. "尝试了解别人的想法,你就会发现其实自己自以为是的想法是多么的愚蠢."我终于明白了. 我只能说,我真的疯了. 对,我不能怪你所做的一切,因为是我自找的.我必须对我自己所做的选择负上责任.但,我所做的,你就能全说是我的错吗?可曾想过,到底怎么会这样?

Heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

2010-05-25T15:39:00.009+08:00

*Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom!!

Can you see how high my forehead is?o.0"

Exam start from tomorrow onward.But till now,I haven't start my study yet.Once I open my books,I feel sleepy and keep on yawning.zzzzzzz So,everytime I abandoned my lovely books and lie on my lovely bed then rot with my lovely blanket,pillow,bears etcetcetc ... *sigh Seems like everyone already start their study long time ago,but I'm still here to blog,you still can see my name on your msn online list,you still can see I update my status for almost everyday on FaceBook,you still can see I tweet for so many per day on Twitter.GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Well,I think you all still can't imagine that how lazy am I.I lazy to do homework,lazy go to tuition,even school,I lazy to go too. == But,I wanna prove myself to my mama.I wanna let her know I can do it!I really wanna study hard!LOL!Who wanna lend me a helping hand????????I need lotsa help from you guys. ='[ And now I'm study for my god mother??!Perhaps I just want you to know that I ain't that useless in your mind!I'm your daughter!But you never care bout my feeling!!Do you know that you care sister more than me much and much?Do you know that how sad am I when I saw you teach her how to do homework,help her to check her homework,bring her to tuition,help her to pack her bags?How bout me?You never do that for me mama..even bring me to school when I was in primary school.YOU NEVER. You make me feel that HOME is now meaningless for me.I hate this feeling till the maxxxx!!! I thought I have a gorgeous mother ever!But what you did since that day was totally changed my mind!Even uncle also care me more than you!I..started to hate my 'HOME'.No more home sweet home for me.You know why I always like to stay school and always hang out with friends and always go to friend's home till late late just satisfy and back home?Even everytime get scolded by you but I still wanna do like this?Cause I hate to back home..Feel there's not my home.. SH you're right.What you said to me really touch my heart deeply.It was so soo soo ACCURATE!You make me wanna cry,maybe I had found someone that really understand me?hahaha -,- I was so shocked when you said those words that I never told anyone!omgosh you are my god now!muahahahahahaha == PLEASE DON'T TOUCH THE MIRROR! xDDDDDDDDDDD Lol..just ignore the ugly yellow shirt girl with the weird pose.zzzzzzzzz =,= YunJie,YenHoong,WeiQian,XiuYing,Wennie & JieYing. They are my BFF! XOXO . And now,this special for you YenHoong.T :D Guess what is that???? I know you know what is that.HAHAHAHAH!

It's

TELETUBBIES <3

We love TELETUBBIES!yeahhhhhhhh ;) . ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ . Saw lots of people always share this type of links in their FB.Some of them is really meaningful!I likey! :) . 男人其实你不懂 1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.) 2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!) 3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意......(不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你) 4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.) 5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你) 6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.) 7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.) 8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.) 9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.) 10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.) 11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.) 12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走......）女人明知道你们之间没有未来,却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友,不是她太贱,只是她舍不得. 女人故意在你面前提到别的男人,不是她花心,只是想要刺激一下你,让你多在乎她一点. 女人不主动打电话,发信息给你,不是不想你,是她不够自信,你接到电话,短信时,是否也同样的想念她. 如果女人不爱你,是不会对你发脾气的,不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪,女人只对她爱的人发脾气. 女人不是不知道你还有别的女人,她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你,是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口. 女人总是在你面前假装很开心,不是她没心没肺,成天傻乐,只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子. . 有些人有很多机会见的,却总找借口推脱,想见的时候,已经没机会了. 有些话有很多机会说的,却想着以后再说,要说的时候,已经没机会了. 有些事有很多机会做的,却一天一天推迟.想做的时候却发现没机会了. 有些爱给了你很多机会,却不在意没在乎,想重视的时候已经没机会爱了. . Simply love this!awwwwwwwwwwwwww :) . . Currently in love to this song : 天真 by 弦子 "这次我真的痛了,真的彻底醒了,我试着洒脱,换来的只是伤痕.. 我爱到痛了,你却留下我一个人,埋葬我的天真.. 我哭的累了,没有梦是好的,别再说爱我,你给的全是悔恨.. 我爱到痛了,你却留下我一个人,埋葬我的天真.. " . . . . Akaun tuition later night.Gotta pay more and more attention while tuition. We gotta fight with the ~~SHIT~~ exam together!Fighting!! ;) Good Luck to everyone ;) BYE-BYE ♥ ♥ ♥

I go crazy because of you.

2010-05-25T00:36:00.003+08:00

一种极度复杂的心情不懂该如何说出口. 那些令人心碎的话,令我全身无力. 那些令人心痛的话,令我真的想哭. 我努力忍住,不让眼泪掉下来. 我忍住一切,忍住心痛,只想得到想要的结果. 结果,付出的到头来只是一场空. 我疯了.彻底的疯了. 我总是照着计划走,却被说成不曾. 我很难过. 不懂那一切是不是借口. 但我坚持. 不懂那一切是不是白费. 但我坚持. 不懂那一切是不是愚蠢. 但我坚持. 不懂那一切是什么. 但我依然坚持. 虽然心痛,但依然答应. 只希望我的坚持是对的. 尽管如此,其实,我的心,已经碎成碎片,散落在地上. 我已经拾不回了.. 现在的我,难过得想要死掉算了. 真的真的很难过.. 你知道吗?其实我很害怕.

What are you waiting for?

2010-05-23T03:03:00.004+08:00

Going to UPDATE soon!

Earthlings,miss me anot?I know you do.MUAHAHA

Wait for me! xoxo

[edited]

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmps,I think it's time for me to change a new blogskin.I want new nice blogskin!I found many but not actually look nice.Where to find a nice blogskin?I need comments from you all.Tag me :)

To the-one who ruined my mood:

I don't know what's wrong with you or what's wrong with me or what's wrong with us.But you should know that my temper is BAD than you can imagine.I almost can't stand for it anymore,but I'm trying to stay,ain't?So,don't ya dissapointed me again.IT'S HURT! ;(

You'd know how I feel.

2010-05-09T19:52:00.007+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! ♥

Iloveyou my dearest mama #^.^# It's a sunny Sunday today.I like it!Went to cycle just now.I love the weather much.*weeee :D But so bad,once I sign in my FaceBook,everyone was discussing bout the earthquake today morning.I totally don't know what happened and no feeling at all.=,= Maybe when that time I was still sleeping like a pig.MUAHAHA. My mood just simply nice yesterday.You and I should know why.heeeeeee ;) We went to SunwayC after school last wednesday.

.Feeling so warm in this photo. =)

me;wennie;yengyong

Can you see something?hahaha from the left;jackqueline,yengyong,me,wennie,kaicing

Last,end my pointless post w/ this;

I admit I'm ugly.SO WHAT??!

人生中最难得最开心的,莫过于是,笑着流泪. =')

Get used to be alone or lonely?

2010-05-08T01:17:00.006+08:00

. HELLO ;) It's a midnight post again.It's already 1.24am,but my ass is still sticking on the floor and facing my laptop although I have nothing to do with my lappie.So I decided to blog here.I can't sleep well these few days.I don't know what's wrong with me again. *sigh When I can't fall in sleep in the midnight,I will hug my bear and lie on the bed,then keep thinking this and that.Sometimes I also wonder that why I have so much things to think.Somethings keep on bothering me,I don't know whether I can solve it clearly anot.But I promise,I'll try my best to sort everything CLEAR.Wonder that whether I can done it well as I wish anot.Perhaps I start getting sick of it already.Perhaps NO. 最近的心情真的是找不到什么合适的形容词可以形容,心情起伏得非常大. 上一秒,我觉得自己在天堂;下一秒,我觉得自己掉入了地狱. 好不容易终于决定了,就要坚持到底,我不想每次都做半途而废的那个. 昨天,被人说我的脸变得很憔悴,好像几天没有睡酱,很没有血色.-,- 其实,我觉得我的脸本来就是这样的啊,我个人并不觉得有什么不同.好吧,我承认,我并不美.那又怎样?美,不代表什么.对于美,每个人的定义都不同.其实,最重要的,应该还是内在美吧.虽然说,无论男人女人,都是看外表的肤浅东西,尤其是男人. 人生最遗憾的,莫过于是,轻易地放弃了不该放弃的,固执地坚持了不该坚持的.. 什么才是我真正应该要放弃的?什么才是我真正应该要坚持的?我不知道.. 最近很喜欢一个人静静的想东西,但每次都想不出一个结果. 我只是一个普通人.我只想过宁静的生活.我只想好好的过我的生活.但,事与愿违. 今年,才刚开学不久,不愉快的事情一件接一件的发生,不只是发生在我的身上,就连身边的朋友也一样.或许今年所有人都犯太岁吧,不然就是上天想要在新的一年给我们新的考验.所有事情,真的,真的是好不容易终于可以告一段落,那时候的我真的很烦,很多次都有那种想要把头拿去撞墙的冲动.但,我缺乏了勇气.或许只要我在勇敢一些些,所有事情就不会变成现在这样.但我依然缺乏勇气,更何况一切都已经太迟了. 和家人的关系,在今年有稍微改善了一些些,其实说真的还蛮开心的.快乐其实很简单嘛,只要人家对你好,你也对人家好,就什么事都没有了不是吗?正所谓:忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空.话虽如此,但过于的忍让只会让人更加得寸进尺.朋友呢,还蛮不错的,今年和一些朋友的关系变得亲密了一些.*笑* 朋友,是要用心交的.爱情?没什么好说的.相信很多人都知道我不想说的原因.我,怕了. 考试又要到了,相信很多人都已经开始埋头苦读了吧.我呢?还在这儿吊儿郎当的.我真的有认真的想过要用心读书,但每次都力不从心. 哭?并不能解决问题.但当哭到都累了的时候,就睡得着了. 我告诉自己,做任何事情只要跟着自己的感觉走就可以了,我相信我的感觉. 人生,是一条道路,可以是一条泥泞路又或者柏油路.只是看你怎么选吧了. 人生,还很漫长..并不一定要匆匆忙忙的赶到终点站.偶尔,放慢脚步看一看四周围,你会发现,其实四周围都是美丽的风景. 你选择了属于你的路了吗? "知道越多往往失去越多,也许就在你努力去探究满足好奇心的时候,你给自己挖下了陷阱,很多时候结果都是万劫不复."

Happy birthday! x)

2010-05-07T23:10:00.004+08:00

This is the zha bor who like to 'kucit' me. =,=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WENHUI TEOH a.k.a WEN

Wish you happy everyday,all the best for you. =)

Izit my wish very special this morning?HAHAHAH!

You know Iloveyou and I know Youloveme too.xoxo

Leave me alone?

2010-05-06T17:47:00.009+08:00

What's going on again?I'm bothering about something,I keep thinking,thinking and thinking everyday.But till now,I still can't get an answer yet.WHY?! Izit really my fault?I don't know..What I want for now is just very simple,I hope I could do everything depend on my feeling,but I know I can't.I just don't understand why.Am I really childish?Am I really selfish?Am I really overbearing?Am I really impenitent?GOSHHHHHHHHHHHH What can I do? ='[ Had a heart-to-heart talk with yuc just now.Thanks for your consolation,it's really appreciate.*touch! I will think it clearly,"trust your feeling and don't let yourself regret for what you done".You all can't ever understand my feeling,sometimes somethings,you know I know.(: Why I need to act like nothing?I really care it.I hate you,everyone knows that. *SIGH! I will think it clearly,what I have to do the next.

Many people said that I look fucking emo nowadays?Really?!I love emo. =)

p/s OOI HOOI YI is at ShangHai now.She told me that she is going to study there and don't know when she will back to Malaysia.*sob sob I'd miss you!!A kiss for you!! <3

Remember what you had promised me ya. ;D *ngek ngek

Anyway,I really get confused bout it. ='[

You can't make up your mind.

2010-05-04T16:49:00.011+08:00

.*I know I'm ugly :)

OH YEAH!!My hair get cut again.What a big good news huh?==

I skipped school yesterday cause I scare my hair get cut again.But,zzzzzzzzzz =,=

I thought I won't kena today.But so?Those prefects came to my class and called my name.Then cincai-cincai measure my hair,then asked me to sign the SPK form.How nice?I even argued with Mr.Lim,but also useless.Somemore gave him a chance to 'niam' me.GRR!!

And I found out something that totally ruined my mood and it drag me down to hell.Oh-My-God!

Quite berjodoh huh?==

I'm not childish kay?Think it!If you are me,what will you do?Don't you will have the same thinking with me?I was just like ~~What-The-Fuck~~ when I saw that.ceeeebeeeeeeeeee -,-

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Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmp,I think everyone should know who is this.Don't know?Then I think you're totally outdated already.HAHAHAH!

Still don't know yet? Scroll down * * * * * TaDaaaaaa!! He is Justin Bieber.He is so soo sooo soooo soooooooooooooo andao! x)

AND!He is just a 16 years old little boy who are just same age with me!He is just older than me 4 months!omg 0.0"

I love his sound so much!I love his songs so much!I love him so muchieeeeeeeeeeee!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :D

Intro you all a nice song of Justin Bieber and Sean Kingston : Eenie Meenie

"Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova..."

p/s Plan to buy his album soon.HAHAH! x)

I love my girlfriends so muchieeeeeeeeeeee ♥ ;

Going to take a shower,the weather is freaking HOT! ;D

GoodBye! XOXO

Life goes on.

2010-05-02T19:49:00.008+08:00

A big HELLO to all mua readers! :) I'm going to update my blog now.As what I said in my previous post,I had hang out with my bestie the last saturday.We went to SunwayC.It's quite crowded there.A lots of people cause of the big sales I think.== I bought a bottle of kimchi's lotion of KBS and facial cleanser of SASA.Quite satisfy with it.hahaha I just simply likey this photo.I don't know why. =)

The group photo. (: *HeartYaAllMyGirls

Less weiqian and yingchiat.Weiqian went back earlier and yingchiat went to find her mummy. *sob

Hello,I know my bag is huge.But it's not a tong sampah kay?-,-

I'm the camera girl.I know my capture skill is not that good.I will try to improve it!

End my post w/ this photo,mua beloved BFF ;

When I'm down,

, XOXO

What's wrong with me?!

2010-05-01T00:56:00.005+08:00

. What's wrong with me again?!I'm so so so so so moody right now.. I'm downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ='[ OMG what can I do anymore?I know I'm worst,but nobody's perfect! What-The-Hell going between you and me again? Well,everyone said that It's my fault.Really??! I just do what I want that follow my own feeling,I trust my feeling. I trust someone but someone betrayed me.I don't understand why. I force myself for not think too much again.But,I failed! I really can't stand for it anymore.I ain't that strong.Sometimes I hope I could be a superwoman. I try my best to sort everything clear.I used my own method to solve the problems. But,you ruined everything. I built it hard.I try to smile and laugh in front of everyone.I know I'm acting,I know I'm pretending.I just don't want let everyone know that I'm sad. I just don't understand what mistakes I did previously?Maybe you think that I'm impenitent.I'm stubborn.It's undeniable.You might blame everything on me,I know I bring you lots of trouble.I sincerely apologize to you here,S-O-R-R-Y! I'm so sick of it yet I already get used. What can you give me?Just a 'Sorry'?What can you do for me?Just apologize? You know I don't need it anymore.. Please,understand me..I beg you.. ='[ I know I'm imperfect.I know I have lotsa shortcoming.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! I hope I can have someone to talk to.Am in suffering..I wanna Shout-Out-Loud!I wanna express all my feeling!Could I? "Whenever you're in conflict with someone,there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it.That factor is attitude."

live like you're dying.

2010-04-29T19:10:00.006+08:00

HELLO earthlings!! ;)

This is just a very very random post.I'm just trying to post something here.Muahaha..

Modern maths tuition later.*sigh Sometimes I found that tuition at night is kinda tired.But,I MUST go.Rawr!!

Nowadays,the weather become better and better.So nice!No more sweathing non-stop in the class and no more tissue on my forehead!hahahahahahahahhahahhahaha.

Hrmmmmmmmm,outing with bestie this coming saturday.Hope they won't fly me again.== I know it will be a nice day for us! :)

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!! :)

Everything gonna be fine soon,trust me.

p/s plan to upload lots of photo but I'm kinda kinda lazy! :P

Trying to challenge?

2010-04-26T19:33:00.005+08:00

"要别人尊重你,首先你要先学会尊重别人." 既然我没有惹到你,那你何必惹我?正所谓:"人不犯我,我不犯人." 我说过我这个人很公平的.你对我好我就会对你好,你对我不好我又何必对你好? 人的容忍度是有限的. 逼我把所有事情说出来,你只会很难看. 要知道,是你错在先,我并不怕和你撕破脸. 现在是很值得骄傲是吗? 我告诉你,我一点都不怕. 不知道发生什么事情的,就请你闭上你的嘴巴吧. 最讨厌那种明明就不关她的事却要装作一副什么都关她的事的样子. 要说别人之前,回家先照照镜子自我反省吧. 还有你, 每次都说会帮我,结果呢? 还不是和所有人一样等着看我出糗. 我不会再相信你了. 你这种朋友要不要也罢. 走吧,走得远远的再也别回来. 你实在是令我太失望了. **请勿对号入座,谢谢. Bastard! *BIG BIG SIGH

When you say nothing at all..

2010-04-26T00:27:00.005+08:00

不管我在怎么努力,我还是注定那么失败. 我尝试过很多次的,真的真的很努力去尝试, 却从来没有成功过. 这一夜,我很难过. 很多东西令我烦恼, 不明白为何做不到的东西还要加上承诺这个枷锁. 承诺,其实曾被重视过吗? 还是那其实只是一种负担? 我只是一个普通人,我只想平平凡凡的过生活. 人非草木,我是有感觉的;人非圣贤,我也是会犯错的. 怎么说一句对不起就那么难吗? 但有时候, 道歉,并不能让时间倒转,也不能让发生过的事情过去, 错了就错了,伤害了就伤害了,过了就过了, 对不起,已经不重要了.. 你说的话对我造成的伤害有多深你知道吗? 你做的事令我有多失望你知道吗? 你不能说全部都是我的错,我也不能说全是你的错. 或许,我们,都有错. 这一次下定决心说清楚,希望能解决所有. 我现在的心情是多么的难以形容.. 伤心,难过,难受,低落,失望又或者绝望, 无论多大的打击我都熬得过, 我是谁?!有什么是我李欣盈熬不过的? 做不到的何必让人觉得那是有希望的? 到时候如果真的做不到, 只会让人更心痛... 我这个人很公平的. 你对我好,我也会对你好. 你对我不好,我也会对你不好. 这叫冷血?还是现实?又或者是自私? 我就是这样的人. 若那一刻从来,我不哭,让他知道我可以很好. 如果,我说,我要走了,你会怎样..?

Makes the heart grow fonder.

2010-04-25T02:49:00.006+08:00

Is listening to : 满满 by 王铮亮&梁文音 "太阳也许会想休息,放纵了乌云..." It's 3.04am right now.But I still can't fall in sleep now,I don't know why.So I'm here again.heeeeeeeeeeeeee ;) My bloggie is always a lil place for me to express my feeling. Recently,happened lots of things.I hope everything gonna be fine soon.Really... ='[ Dream is always better than reality.But,it's fake.We should wake up from the fake dream. Sweetdream or beautiful nightmare? Just hope that I can solve everything nice in one day.Or soon? I would like to share some love quote with ya all : If you love something,let it go.If it comes back to you,it's yours forever.If it doesn't,then it was never meant to be. We were given two hands to hold,two legs to walk,two eyes to see,two ears to listen.But why only one heart?Because the other was given to someone else.For us to find. The one you love the most are usually the one that hurt you the most. I love you.Not for what you are,but for what I am when I am with you. If you love me,let me know.If not,please gently let me go. Don't let someone become your everything,because when they're gone,you have nothing. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love,love someone else. Nice right?I'm lovin it!teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

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有时候,我会想,过于的坦白是不是一件好事?但,说清楚了比懵懵懂懂来得好,至少,我们能看清事实.虽然,事实总是残酷的. 最近的心情起伏非常大.不知道怎么了.可能比较多事情需要烦恼?最近脾气非常不好,很暴躁,并且很不稳定.对不起呀朋友们,我知道我最近经常摆脸色.对不起. T.T 没有说什么重视不重视,只是早已变成一种不可缺少和改变的习惯.

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They are my cute lil cousie. ♥

Family love is sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! :)

Some of the greater things in life are unseen.That's why you close your eyes when you kiss,cry or dream...

believe?or lies?

2010-04-20T17:33:00.003+08:00

Is listening to : Run Devil Run by Ke$ha "You better run run run run run....."

Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh

All I need is P-E-A-C-E!! :) ♥

My head is aching now!!What's going on now??!omfg 0.0"

He say She say They say It say ....

What The Fucking Asshole Hell God =,=

My head already reached it limit and it gonna BOOM!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Who can tell me what is going on now actually?

I know nobody can .... *big big sigh

It's okay.Everything gonna be alright SOON.Time gonna prove everything!

Btw,what you done previously I really shocked!I just don't understand why you wanna be like this?We trust you,but you?!What you did for us?double + double faces people!Although we are just not so close with you & we maybe just a Hi-Bye friend.But......... *SIGH!

Watch out!!You gotta pay for what you done previously,itchy-itchy-double+double faces liar!!

p/s don't ask about who is that.I won't tell you all.So,no questions please & thankyou.

**Hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmp,don't know how to describe about the feeling.I quite shock when I receive your message.LOL!

So now,no more misunderstanding,no more war,just

PEACE!!! ;)

世界上,最恐怖的不是什么天灾人祸,而是人.人心难测,人言可畏啊..... -,-

I better run run run run run!!Run far away from all these!!awwwwwwwwwww ='[

When you look into my eyes.

2010-04-18T17:12:00.009+08:00

. Congratulations to the three pretty girls - CaiLing,ShiYing & PeiQi You all had done your best!cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer! :) You three are the best in our heart!! xoxo WE LOVE YOU!! ♥ ♥ ♥

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Love is a strange feeling that can be one of the most amazing in all the world. Sometimes the emotions associated with love are blissful,and there are times when they can really hurt.In the end,love is something most of us,if not all of us,will encounter.There are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone(or even yourself). Learn to love like this : 1. Say it. When you say the words "I Love You",they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them,not what you simply want to feel.When you say it,make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person. 2. Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes.Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them,to understand how they feel,where they come from,and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well. 3. Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attaching stipulations,then it is not love at all,but deep-seated opportunism(one who makes the most of an advantage, often unmindful of others).If your interest is not in the other person as such,but rather in how that person can enhance your experience of life,then it is not unconditional.If you have no intention of improving that person’s life,or allowing that person to be themselves and accepting them as they are,and not who you want them to be,then you are not striving to love them unconditionally. 4. Expect nothing in return. That doesn't mean you should allow someone to mistreat or undervalue you.It means that giving love does not guarantee receiving love.Try loving just for the sake of love.Realize that someone may have a different way of showing his or her love for you; do not expect to be loved back in exactly the same way. 5. Realize it can be lost. If you realize that you can lose the one you love,then you have a greater appreciation of what you have.Think how lucky you are to have someone to love.Don't make an idol of the person you love.This will place them under undue pressure and will likely result in you losing them. 6. Never stop loving. Even if you have been hurt before you should not stop giving love. Love should be like this!Real love is unconditional! =]

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This is our big family - 100% dance studio ♥

**Gano asked me to do him a favor.So now,I help him promote about the studio's promotion for this month.

APRIL student discount!Student who wear school uniform and come up our studio and register,it's free of register fee(rm35)!Come on,it's only rm75!!

JOIN US!!!

BIG BIG BIG LOL!

p/s remember my tomyam mee!hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha :P

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Is listening to : 以前,以后 by A-Lin

My dear intro me this nice song.Thanks yo. =)

"我还能够做什么,是放手或泪流..."

Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh!It's sunday,I love weekend! :)

Cause I can stay in my air-cond room the whole day.Nowadays the weather is freaking HOT!You can see everybody was sweating like nobody,GOD!Even me,I also started to bring tissue to school everyday already.According to our suck school laws,tissue is one of the barangan larangan.But,who cares?!What we care is why our school is so kiamsiap?Teachers are sitting in the office with air-cond,but how about us?We just have two fans in each of our classroom.zzzzzzzzz Well,my place is just under the fan and beside the door,but I'm still sweating non-stop although I didn't move and sit on my own place quietly!wtf! =,=

If we can just wear pj t-shirt to school everyday......... wooooooooooooooooooots! == *Just imagine.LOL!

One more week to go!Who is going to treat the who's bryan/tao? hiakhiak ;P

Tempting!! **slurpp slurpp

You my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker~~

Stop dreaming,start living.

2010-04-17T01:46:00.005+08:00

Is listening to : 你不会 by S.H.E

Owhhhh Bruce Lee! 李小龙是咱们姓李的骄傲. :D **actually it's a mini fan,cute right?hah!

好吧.我又来了.今天的天气阴晴不定,连我的心情也跟着阴晴不定.前一刻我还可以跟你嘻嘻哈哈,下一刻我的脸可以像你欠我几百万还没有还钱这样.-,- 我现在的心情异常的低落,很低落,很低落...本来心里有很多话想要在这里一次过说出来,但当我写着写着的时候,脑袋却顿时变得空空的,本来一大堆想说的话却在这一瞬间什么也说不出口.我..................唉...算了...我找不到任何一个词语可以描述我此时此刻的心情.我到底怎么了?!我知道的,是我自找的,是我犯贱,朋友劝都劝过了,骂也骂过了,我都不听,我总是认为这种事情我只要跟着自己的感觉走就什么问题都不是问题.但,我错了.我是现实的.不解决问题,问题就会永远存在,而这个无法好好彻底解决的问题,就会成为我们未来道路上的绊脚石.认识我的人应该都知道我的为人,我,这个人,没有什么好的,无论什么事情,讲的时候天下无敌,做的时候却有心无力.很多时候,我真的很努力尝试过的,只是,我的毅力不够再加上意志力不坚定,才会像现在这样一事无成..朋友们,我知道我让你们失望了,但你们根本不能了解我的想法,我真的有很努力很努力的去尝试的,只是我真的不能,我真的做不到,对不起.. T.T 我很想把我现在的情绪全都发泄出来,但,我找不到一个好的方法.现在都已经四月中了,那么久了,我还是依然的失败.多少个夜晚,我把自己的头塞进枕头里,对着枕头大声的呐喊,大声地哭,但奈何,却永远没有人听到我的心声.就算听到了,也没有人能听得懂.最近,天气很酷热,就连我的情绪也跟着变得有点暴躁.我心情好的时候,有些人就喜欢搞得我的大好心情变得像吃了炸药一样;我心情不好的时候,更惨,好像全世界都得罪我一样,所有人都喜欢来惹我.

够了!!够了!!够了!!

我真的受够了.为什么每一次都是我的错?难道你真的一点错的没有吗?难道这全部都是我的错吗?所以你认为我们现在这样我想的吗?别再自私了好吗?我真的很讨厌这样.现在是怎样了?我到底做错了什么?为什么上帝就是那么的不公平?为什么有些人要什么有什么,而我却什么都没有.那种感觉真的很不好受,好像现在就找一个地方大声的呐喊出我的所有情绪,就算喊到声音都沙了我也无所谓,我实在是顶不住了!

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇

这也是我的一种发泄方式.我已经找不到更好的发泄方法了..好吧,我承认这的确不是一个真的有效的方法.我真的很难受,很难过..

再一次,我又失败了.我真的不能... ='[

我还能够做什么?

I don't care if the truth hurts,it's better than being lied to.

Get used?

2010-04-13T18:03:00.006+08:00

Is listening to : 少了一个人 by S.H.E Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D

I had absent yesterday.Cause very tired,sleep till noon. -,- Iloveit! :)

You know why?I had went for a camp on the last saturday and sunday.Everyone of us just sleep for few hours.Okay la.I admit I sleep more than them much. :P Finally,reached butterworth at 5 something I guess.But,the main point is THE BUS DRIVER TOLD US THAT WE JUST NEED TO WALK ABOUT 1KM TO GO AUTOCITY.So,he dropped us at a bus stop I think.THE MAIN POINT IS,WE HAD WALK NOT ONLY 1KM TO AUTOCITY && WE WAS CARRYING DON'T KNOW HOW MANY KGS OF THINGS.wtf?! =,= &&& the weather is freaking hot &&&& the sun was fucking 'BIG' too &&&&& we were wearing black shirts. 0.0" zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz We had walked for don't know how many kmS already then just saw a board."1.5km to go".And we was like what-the-hell! =,=

The 'journey' for us was so long,dangerous,hot,muscle pain & sour and etcetc...Well,I'll take this as lesson.Hrmm,or an experience?Next time I won't wear black shirt and walk under the big hot sun again.LOL!

Anyway,we were enjoy the camp muchieeeee. :)

Last,a nice song to intro.I'm listening the song now too. =)

少了一个人 ♥

朋友聚会吵闹的快乐在她们离开以后变稀薄走路回家回像山洞的窝突然渴望有人能来接我泡著热水在浴室赖著思念却也被滚烫冒烟了最后的简讯看到能背了多久没有再联络一想还是痛少了一个人宠爱我朋友的爱成分就是不同最难过是笑著面对被羡慕自由练很久的成熟也快遮掩不住寂寞妈妈在电话里挂念我上次欲言又止她还记得喜欢装没事其实最累了但我清楚很多事哭了也没用少了一个人拥抱我那种拥抱能够忘了所有两个人就算下雪后赤脚逆著风也不觉得冰冻还笑得比阳光炽热少了一个人懂得我能够体会我倔强又脆弱不记仇温柔原谅我情绪太波动用泪光舍不得融化我累积的寂寞很固执无条件爱我从来没变过在大吵的时候会抱著我沉默不动 ;( Don't make me hate you more & more please... Sushi King later.ONE PLATE FOR ONLY RM2!!!!!!! ♥ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D **slurpp slurpp 哭了,那又怎样? ='[

Happy Birthday ; ♥

2010-04-10T01:24:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ENG WENNIE a.k.a Airport :P Okay larx,today is your birthday,let you be one day of BIG BREAST & one day of LENGLUI!But,just for TODAY!! :D Wish you NO MORE AIRPORT & may all your wishes come true. =) PCPCPCPC ;DD She is my dear.No one can rampas her from me!hng ;P **except PCPCPCPC hahahahahahhhahahahhahhhahahahahha Last, Wish you HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY! ;) ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

ILoveYou ;)

p/s Eng Wennie,you MUST eat the cake till finish!If not I'll kill you! ;P

Don't cry & look forward for a better future.

2010-04-07T15:32:00.005+08:00

Is listening to : 倒带 by 周杰伦 "终于看开爱回不来,我们面前太多阻碍..."

**SEE!!How long is my hair??!And now? T.T

I MISS MY HAIR!!!!ARGHH!!!! Wednesday today,gonna skip the latihan rumah today.I'm sooooooooooooooooo lazy! ;P Addmath tuition tonight.Well,till now,I still can't understand at all!!And I'm lazy to do those exercise too!*BIG BIG SIGH! Hrmmmmm,somebody's birthday is coming soon!Who's that?OPPPS! :) *eh,don't think too much,I didn't wanna to give u present. :P jkjk. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 有些人,明知道自己错了,却不愿意承认自己的错误.为什么?说了这么多谎言还不够吗?说了第一个谎话,那就要说第二个谎话来为第一个谎话圆谎,为了再圆第二个谎话,就不得不说第三个谎话,一直这样,多累啊.说到最后,为了得到别人的信任,就连妈妈也要拿来过桥,不仅如此,连发誓这招也要用上.试问,要是每个誓言都会成真,那世界上不就不再会有人说谎?真不明白到底有些人要撒谎撒到什么时候.失望,心酸,心痛,又怎样?!我此时此刻的心情根本没人会懂!就算真的想懂,我也说不出口.那种感觉很奇怪,该怎么形容呢.....就像某种感觉涌上心头,但却怎么也说不出口,就像是有东西卡在喉咙似的.唉唉唉唉唉唉................. 有时候,你说的话很伤人.你根本不顾别人的感受.你很固执,想要怎么做就要所有人跟着怎么做.你说我每次只会说但都做不到,试想想,你是不是也跟我一样............ 别让我讨厌你,好吗?怎么你就不能站在我的立场替我想一想呢?我快撑不住了. ='[ 或许,你会很生气我很讨厌我,但,我受够了. "我不哭,不代表我不难过;我不笑,不代表我不快乐." 我知道我可以的. :) 这次,让我来帮你做决定.所以,我帮你做了选择.一个让所有人解脱的选择. 你不能说我自私,我只是在保护我自己.对不起.

Wondering...

2010-04-05T17:35:00.003+08:00

"失望,有时候也是一种幸福,因为有所期待所以才会失望.因为有爱,才会有期待,所以纵使失望,也是一种幸福,虽然这种幸福有点痛." Recently I like to talk like this.Very got feel,right? ;) "最近,你变得很有文采去咯!" Opps!Many people told me so.Hahahaha.I also don't know why I will become like this.-,- Okay,I don't know what to do now.Very confuse about something.I wonder,wonder & wonder... But,I couldn't get an answer till now.GRR!! T.T Where should I go this sunday?='( Today is a rainy day,again.I love rainy day.But,I love cloudy day more.Then how about sunny day?I love it too.hahahaha OhMyGod!Wtf am I thinking right now?Wtf am I doing right now?Wtf am I talking right now.zzzzzzzzzz =,= Sometimes,I love to be alone,while I'm thinking. :) 或许这是一种报复.或许这是一种包袱.

If we ever meet again.

2010-04-04T17:39:00.005+08:00

Is listening to : If We Ever Meet Again by Timbaland feat Katy Perry Someone intro this to me,I feel it's nice. So,I share it with you all now. :) 它远比我爱你三个字,来得更需要勇气. 不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待. 一句我等你,包含了很多的,无奈,心酸,苦涩. 或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱, 无论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听. 看看身边,有多少人曾经对你说我爱你. 可有谁会说一句我等你,谁会愿意那样卑微的等待, 不计较任何的回报的等待, 说一句我爱你很容易,可却和少有人愿意会说一句我等你. 在我看来, 一句我等你,是三个字的承诺. ♥ 也许你面前的这个人,一句我爱你感动了你. 但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人, 只是三个字, 前者的爱有激情但肤浅,后者的爱单纯又执着. 年少的时候,我们向往那些激情, 钟爱那句我爱你,受了伤也不投降. 当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句-->我爱你那个时候,你更愿意听到那一句我等你. 如果,在你身边有那么一个人, 他愿意毫不计较的为你付出,默默的等你那么,请千万珍惜. 他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人. 他不会在半途中将你丢弃, 因为他懂得珍惜与付出,他懂得那一句,我等你可是你知道吗? 为了爱你,选择等你,等你是因为更能好好爱你...♥ 让你给他一个家,陪他走完这一生.. 如果正有一个等你的他,好好珍惜，能拥有对你这样痴情的他，有的人一生都不会有这种机遇... 你遇到了请不要辜负他的心,♥ 因为说出等你时他就决定, 放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇... 或许对他来说错过的不是他的幸福.. 即使他早知你们的结果是不好的... 他都一直等下去,说明他真的对你太痴心! 你也可以说他傻,但是一切都是为你傻，能等到你,和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福! 相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福... 经常给他传个短信,他就会兴奋不已.. 好好珍惜等待你的人吧... 祝天下等待的人都能有好的结果 :) ** 一句我等你,其实需要很大的勇气.

I admit I'm not pretty at all,SO?!

I WANNA EAT ICE-CREAM MADLY!! RAWR!! ;(

Baby are you down down down down down.

2010-04-03T22:32:00.007+08:00

Is listening to : My Love by Westlife "So I say a little prayer,and hope my dream will take me there..." 最近,不知怎么了,心情异常的低落.变得很安静,就不是很想开口说话.唉,人生啊~到底是什么东西?人,活着到底是为了什么?为了考试?为了赚钱?为了谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱?我呢?我不是读书的料,以后怎么赚钱?花钱我认第一应该就没有人敢认第二了吧.或许,我找到了梦想,但,这个梦想离我好远,好远...但都说了是梦想,难道真的只能梦,只能想吗?不!我不要!我真的努力的实践着所有我对自己做过的承诺,但却怎么也做不到.为什么我就那么的失败?总觉得自己什么都不好,一个优点也没有,缺点讲三天三夜都讲不完.曾经我有过的梦想,对我来说很重要,就像是我的一切.但现在,或许不再是.做人,拿得起就要放得下.那些都只是曾经,过了就过了,没有什么是过不了的.好吧,我就是这样的人,讲的时候天下无敌什么都能,做的时候有心无力什么都不能.能怎样,我知道的我想改,但有心无力.唉唉唉... 你,应该知道,我是讨厌你的吧.别问我是谁.你知我知就好.我看你前面讨厌你后面,看你后面讨厌你前面.我也不知道为什么会这么讨厌你.但我知道的是,我真的很讨厌你!如此同时,我也知道你是讨厌我的. 至于你,对你不是讨厌,只是感觉不一样了.不知道该怎么形容.唉,我的好朋友,别想太多了,整天乱想只会为自己带来烦恼.我为人比较笨拙一点,不是很会安慰别人,希望你别介意,认识我这么久了,你应该知道的嘛.要知道,好朋友随时都能为你两肋插刀! :) 我知道的,我变了.我变了,只因为我长大了,不再是以前那个什么都相信的笨蛋,我学聪明了.这个世界上,值得相信的人太少了,最能相信的就只有自己!感觉变得不一样了,一切一切都变了?或许是时候做出改变. 都说这个世界伤心的人比开心的人多,但更多时候我认为伤心是会上瘾的..

这是我家全家福.你感觉到了吗?那是朋友所给的家庭温暖. =)

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I say : "地球之所以是圆的,是因为上帝想让那些走失或者迷路的人能够重新相遇.."

JH say : "那为什么有地心吸力?是因为上帝给我们挑战,看不到另一方的人.真正找到了才有意思."

Hhahahahahahahhahahhaahha.

He asked me to post it here,so now I post it here! :D Feel like we talking so chim.muahaha

Meaningful right?I feel so =) *JH,happy bui?don't so touch ya.LOL XDDD

Okay,I'm just so bored and nothing to do in the house.Heavy rain in the noon and it ruined my mood.wth =,= I already sit in front of this stupid laptop for almost the half day,but I found that I have nothing to do except FaceBook. ;) Feel like FaceBook is a part of my life,bloggie and msn too!! ahahahahahahha ;D

It's all right.Everything gonna be all right.SOON.

有人追求幸福,所以努力;有人拥有幸福,所以放弃.

No promises.

2010-04-03T00:39:00.007+08:00

Is listening to : No promises by Shayne Ward

. "清明时节雨纷纷,路上行人欲断魂"

大概两个星期以前,天气热到......................我每天都很想打人!!

两个星期以后的今天,雨却下个不停,大风吹来冷飕飕的.0.0''

就这样,糊糊涂涂的又过了三个月,也不知道是怎么过的,竟然能熬到今天.==

才三个月吧了,都不知道被扣了多少分了,唉唉唉唉唉唉唉

算了吧,以后乖一点. ;)

终于,好不容易等到了检查头发的这一天,我本来以为上次才被剪吧了,那么短,一定不会中.结果,我错了. ='[ 我一脸不在乎的坐在我的位子上,等学长们检查,他们就是死都要讲我的头发很长.== 过后就被叫去剪咯,吵了很久,最后,pn.leaw亲自操刀.对于我来说,简直就是至上无比的光荣啊~~ =,=

好不容易,头发终于长了一点,还是被剪了.T.T 都不知道要等多久我的头发才能变回像以前一样. T.T

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I just simply love this!

It's meaningful. ;)

我只是个女孩.

我希望有人疼,有人爱,有人包容,有人抱着我睡,有人让我撒娇,有人可以吃我做的饭,有人可以夸我乖,有人能陪在我身边,有人能过马路的时候拉着我的手,有人能给我安全.有人喜欢带我逛街，穿高跟鞋走累了都会有人背.有人乐意带我去他去的各种场合,并把我介绍给他的朋友们. 我只是个女孩.

我希望有人关心,有人保护,有人会记得每天告诉我晚安,有人告诉我他对我很安心.有人记得我们一起过去的点滴,有人绝对不把我们之间的承诺作儿戏.有人告诉我,照顾我,他一点也不累. 我只是个女孩.

我希望有人认同我,有人认真思考然后告诉我他觉得我的话其实也有道理,在我做了点可爱的事情以后摸摸我的头鼓励我做的好.有人不轻易夸我,也不吝啬使劲夸我. 我只是个女孩.

我希望能有人惦记我,在我郁闷大哭的时候把我的头按在胸膛哭够了问我怎么了.我希望有人告诉我,有时候想念我令他难受.我娇气,不放纵,不说谎.不会无理取闹,不会缠着他给我买东西.偶然一条短信告诉我他想我,我就知足.我不演戏,我什么都相信.我说过的话都算数,所以,对我说过的,别忘记.请别忘记.我会尽量变得更好看,相信海誓山盟.相信自己配的上自由和幸福. 我只是个女孩.

我喜欢诚实的人,因为我诚实.如果我说我们不会再见了,我一定会躲开你.也许我还会在街边见到你,你又会如何回忆我.我会放过自己,放过压抑,放过附身的记忆.往事通缉,孤单侵袭,习惯就可以.如果我的想念喷薄而出,我不会告诉你.尽管如此,那些思念依然值得我珍惜.如果我相信你,我会告诉你,我可以不勇敢吗.那些勇敢的人都未必幸福,因为是不幸让他们勇敢.我喜欢被勇敢的你守护着,因为有你,所以我不需要勇敢. 我只是个女孩.

我会难过,但是不会自甘堕落;我会伤心,但是不会伤心太久. 也许我会遇见一个微笑的魔鬼,他将指引我,给我奇异的火花,他将短暂的照亮我的心灵.他会交给我幸福的预感,却拒绝给我一点点幸福;也许我会遇见一个烂醉的天使,他神经质地微笑,给我看他掉了毛的翅膀,但是上面残存的每一片,都是能令我撑死的幸福.

Girls,we should be tough!It doesn't have who can't live without who in this world,especially BOYS!Girls,love yourself all the time! ♥

C,don't sad,we will always stand by your side. =)

. . . Our keep fit plan is running! Q,YC & YH,'less' oil together!LOL ;DD . . . p/s changed new blogskin ;)

Make a choice that wouldn't regret.

2010-03-28T01:06:00.010+08:00

你关灯了吗? 保护地球,人人有责.♥ . Attended two tuitions today.How hard working am I? =) Went to SunwayCarnival after tuition with the three girls for our HipHop stuff.But we couldn't found it.== We just keep walking around.Suddenly,the shopping mall become dark.Many shops turned off their lights too.Then,we saw the poster just realize that today need to turn off the lights for one hour to save our earth.I think it's the time to save our earth now.Nowadays,the weather is freaking HOT!RAWR!!就连走路的时候,地上也是烫的,走到脚都痛.== Took this photo when we were in the fitting room.We were playing around in the fitting room for almost half hour.Hhahahhahhaha. I know we are cool! ;) LOL . ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- . 有时候,有些事情,总是不能跟我们想像的完全一样的发生.错了就错了,挽救有什么用?就像一块木板,你在板上钉上了一根钉,把它拔出来,就会有一个洞.补了又怎样?痕迹还是那么的显而易见.钉多一根,拔了再补,也是一样.但毕竟那只是一片木板,钉太多钉,当洞多到不能补的时候,那就会一块废弃的木板,被人丢进垃圾桶里.当你需要一块木板的时候,你还会想要那个已经伤痕累累的木板吗?正常的都会去买一块新的吧.喜新厌旧,这就是人们经常做的.人们通常说"我最讨厌那些喜新厌旧的人!",但他们可曾想过,自己何尝也不是这样喜新厌旧的人?说话前,请三思.想一想,自己有没有资格说出那一番话.当发现自己没有资格说出那番话的时候,请闭上嘴巴."人之初,性本善".善良,真的是人的本性?或许是吧.但对于我来说,并不完全是,当一个人已经忍无可忍的时候,他的爆发力实在是不容小看的,人们都是残忍的.伪装,这是人们必备的武器.你看到的未必是真的,你听到的未必是真的,你说的未必是真的,当这一切都未必是真的的时候,请相信自己,相信自己脑里想的,相信自己心里想的,做真正的自己.每个人都带着面具做人,久了,是会累的. 有时候,不是一句"对不起"都可以换一句"没关系".有时侯,回不去的就是回不去了.

Step into my world ; Feel my heart

I'm yours truly,

Dion Lee Yan Zeng ♥

RIGHT or WRONG?

2010-03-27T02:41:00.004+08:00

Watched this with family @ SunwayCarnival just now.IT'S FUNNY!Although it's quite pointless,but it make me laughing non-stop!WAHAHA. cheer up my mood!** ;) I guess everyone had get their own results & me too.I FAILED ALL THE SUBJECTS!How proud of it?== Well,I already get uesd with this."fail不奇,不fail才奇." LOL I love my marks in RED ink! ;) 最近听到很多人说:"下次考试我一定要读书,我要考到好成绩!" 在此,祝福我的所有朋友们,加油!! =) 我呢?我有自知之明,我不是读书的料. ='( Okay,almost all the teachers who teach our class complain about out sitting.So,our dear class teacher had changed our sitting.=,= But,we change again ourselves after he walk out of the class.XDD Now,my place is at the back.I just keep chit-chat and playing with friends.Form 4,really is HoneyMoonYear huh?I guess so. =) This is the suprise from my dear & 'niang'.Okay la,quite cute & funny.hahahahahahha But we throw it inside tong sampah and now I don't know where it go.== Nevermind,I'll not forget it.XDDD

最近天气酷热,搞得我脾气严重性暴躁,时不时都很想打人.== 我没有暴力倾向,只是看到欠打的人才会有想要打人的冲动.好心啦,做人要有自知之明,管好自己的份内事,为何一定要任何事都插上一把嘴呢?干你屁事?!惹人讨厌吧了.=,=

"多说点好话,积点口德;多做点好事,积点阴德."

都不明白为什么世界上鸡婆的人这么多.吃饱没事做?有空回家照照镜子吧.zzzzzzzzzzzzz

今天很衰,心情很不好,脾气很暴躁.真的好像找个人来打.OPPS!!

I miss my hair till crazy.Hair,I want you to grow faster and faster!!

GRR!!!

"病从口入,祸从口出."

='[

It wasn't be black & white.

2010-03-20T02:07:00.007+08:00

Wedding Dress by TaeYang of BigBang ♥ ♥ ♥

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow,hrmm or should be today?=,= Whatever.I feel bored on every SATURDAY.Cause I having two tuition on saturday.AddMath & Akaun,the two subject which is boring enough.GRR!!But,I'm trying my best to understand them.I'm trying to fall in love with them.So,I'm trying to concentrate while tuition.I'm trying hard!!Rwar!!

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What's the time now?I can't sleep again tonight.Feeling so suck. =,= zzzzzzzz

Mama keep scold me and force me to sleep.My God-Mother,I wanna sleep too!But I can't step into my sweetdream!What can I do?T.T

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School gonna reopen so soon.Sienz-dao-boom!!! ==

p/s 很多人说我变了,变得怎样了?

p/ss 要别人尊重你,首先你要先学会尊重别人.

p/sss 要插手别人的事,也要看你有没有这种资格.

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女人,这样才能离幸福越来越近...... 要好好去爱,去生活.青春如此短暂,不要叹老.要时不时问问自己,自己在干吗.伤心和委屈的时候,要嚎啕大哭,哭完要洗完脸,拍拍自己的脸,挤出一个微笑给自己看.不要揉,否则第二天早上会眼睛肿.任何时候,任何人问你,有过多少次恋爱,答案是两次.一次是他爱我,我不爱他.一次是我爱他,他不爱我. 好的爱情永远在下一次. 别给同一个男人两次伤害你的机会.别相信床上的誓言.别看重处女,但保持纯洁.别轻易说出"爱".别把犯贱当真爱.一个男人作践自己来取悦你的时候,千万不要因此感动.这个烟头烫在他身上,下一个就可能烫在你身上.看看一个男人的朋友们是什么样的,注意他的朋友们对待女人的态度.还有,千万别相信一个不准备将你介绍给他的朋友圈子的男人.不要相信在恋爱上用手段的人.分手时不要口出恶言.吸取教训,但不要后悔.后悔没有用.别干撕昭片,烧信,撕日记这样一类三流爱情电视剧才有人干的事. 相信爱情,相信好男人还存在,还未婚,还在茫茫人海中寻觅你.别说:"男人没一个好东西"这样使别人误以为你阅人无数的话.要保护自己,千万记住,对某些人来说,你不必珍惜,但对家人来说,你是珍贵的.请你知道,宝贝,伤心的时候,要回家,要给我打电话,要跟周围的人说,不要闷在心里.要知道你不缺乏爱,有我们在.照镜子的时候,一定要微笑,跟自己说,我很可爱.要运动,要健康,不懒惰,不吸烟.不要晚睡晚起.爱物质,适当地.永远知道精神更重要.比那些名表,名牌,时装,更加美丽提你自己.顺父母心意,但有自己的想法.不要肓从,任何事都问问自己到底怎么想.有想法要大声说出来.读哲学,科学,心理学,一些你以为枯燥的书.知道这世界的基本规则和常识.多听听好的音乐,看好的电影和画.爱心中的艺术,但不是艺术中的自己.别瞧不起劳动人民.不要为劳动羞耻.土地不脏,汗味不难闻.请尊重那些似乎生活状况不如你的人,因为这样才是尊重你自己.永远体恤那些生活在底层的人们.不要小看一分钱.不妨自己去挣挣看.口袋里有钱的时候,别拒绝任何一个乞丐.我们不是施舍给乞丐,是施舍给比我们困难的人.那些伪装的乞丐,也在乞讨时候,具备了乞丐的心情.给比拿快乐.不管多么累,公车上要给老人和孕妇让座. 被朋友伤害了的时候,别怀疑友情,但提防背叛你的人.原谅,但并不遗忘.做人存几分天真童心,对朋友保持一些侠义之情.要快乐,要开朗,要坚韧,要温暖,这和性格无关.既然是女人,就要让自己幸福!

我给你良心,但你却把它当垃圾! =(

Part of life.

2010-03-19T02:13:00.007+08:00

I miss my hair deeply badly madly!!GRRRR!!This is how my hair look like two weeks ago.But now!!!!!!!My hair just short till ...... GOD,I can't find a word to describe it.zz I just can't understand why pn.leaw must cut my hair on the first day of exam,totally spoiled my study mood!Why my result so suck?I blame PN.LEAW!!wahahahahahahahahhahahhaah.I already hang out continously three or four days.Wow what a nice record.My mama gonna 'CUT OFF MY HEAD'!!hahahahahhahahha. Alice in the wonderland ♥ I wanna watch it in 3D!Went to gurney with my dear on monday.We decided to watch it in 3D.But,IT'S FULL ALREADY! =,= So,we watched premier class at the last.Btw,the seat is much comfortable compare with the normal one. ;PP Now I only realize that cheongK is FUN!I already cheongK for two days.I'm trying to shout,I'm trying to spread out my emotional!Rawr!! ;D I heard that eat chocolate and ice-cream can make mood cheer up.I had try this and it's work. I think so.== So,this is my current OH-MY-FUCK-GOD hairstyle.I'm ugly I know. =,= zzzzzzzz ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ . 朋友,就像....hrmm.....对我来说,如果说,爱人是空气,那朋友就是水.每个人都需要朋友,并且需要有知心的朋友.何谓知心的朋友?打个比如说,无论你发生什么开心或不开心的事,你都会想要告诉他,和他分享你的心事.面对问题时,你会第一个告诉他.有好康头时,也会第一个告诉他."有福同享,有难同当",这就是朋友!我非常幸运的找到了一堆好朋友.她们总在我伤心的时候陪着我,给我鼓励,虽然她们很喜欢'射'我,但我知道她们是为我好的.== 哈哈.如果你们有什么不开心也记得要跟我讲啊,我肩膀很宽的.XDDD 有时候,我们看起来好像很好酱,其实我们暗地里不爽来不爽去,暗地里说着对方的坏话.但,我们其实真的是还蛮好的咯.这只是我的个人看法啦.-,- 朋友嘛,总会这样.正所谓"忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空",忍一忍,一人退一步就没有事了咯.这个世界上,或许没有永远的恋人,但却有永远的朋友.我认为这很正确.当一个人看透了爱情,有人对她说"我会永远爱你"的时候,她会回答"我呸!",但如果那一天有人对她说"我们是永远的好朋友"时,或许她会说"恩,好朋友".爱情看得透,但友情不能,这就是爱情和友情的区别.什么是友情?"友情一般是指人与人在长期交往中建立起来的一种特殊的情谊,互相拥有友情的人叫做"朋友".友情,真正两个人在一起,两个人能够互相时刻想着对方,对方开心时为对方高兴,对方痛苦时为对方难过,是在你悲伤无助的时候,给你安慰与关怀;在你失望彷徨的时候,给你信心与力量;在你成功欢乐的时候,分享你的胜利和喜悦.在人生旅途上,尽管有坎坷,有崎岖,但有朋友在,就能给你鼓励,给你关怀,并且帮你度过最艰难的岁月.朋友这个概念真的好大啊,用不同人的思想可以勾画出不同的朋友轮廓.朋友是相互的,朋友在需要帮助的时候,你就要挺身而出,"为朋友两肋插刀"就在于朋友的相互关心.给朋友以关心,给朋友以帮助,让朋友远离孤单,让朋友忘却忧郁,不让朋友郁闷." 来一次世间,容易吗? 有一次相遇,容易吗? 叫一声朋友,容易吗? 我们只能学会珍惜! 我真的很庆幸有你们这班好朋友,我爱你们!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ "多少笑声是友谊唤起的,多少眼泪是友谊擦干的"

feel me and step into my world.

2010-03-17T02:22:00.005+08:00

哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇

现在已将近凌晨四点了,我猜大部分的人应该都躺在自己的床上睡得像死猪一样了吧?可以和周公约会是多么幸福的一件事.但,对于我来说,周公是很难约的,要和他约会是需要make appointment的.== 不知从何时开始,我失眠的问题越来越严重,唉..............失眠所带来的问题真是可谓接踵而来,黑眼圈,眼袋等等...最重要的是,在失眠的时候我最常做的就是吃,这可令我发福了不少.凸!现在已经在努力减肥当中了,希望能成功咯.=,= 我他妈的讨厌失眠的时候!!!zzz

不过,有时候,在睡不着的半夜躺在床上想事情也是一件很不错的事.我想过很多,我的过去,现在,最重要的是我的未来我都有想过.对于过去,过了就算了,想只会勾起更过不好的回忆,尤其是我的家庭.很多人都说:"dion啊,你爽咯,我想要我的爸爸妈妈好像你酱都没有.." 你们不是我你们怎么会了解呢?我多么的希望自己有一个完整的家,一个真真正正完整的家!!我不是一个没有人要的野孩子,我也是有爸爸妈妈生的!!如果,你活在这个世界上十六年了,却从来没有看过自己的爸爸妈妈站在一起,甚至连一张所谓的'全家福'都没有,不觉得很可悲?妈妈总喜欢问我会不会恨她和爸爸离婚.十六年了,我都给不了她一个答案.因为我自己根本就不知道自己到底恨不恨他们.小时候,我不明白,为什么他们要分开,不明白为什么他们要把我当成球一般的丢来丢去,那时候总觉得自己是一个包袱,爸爸妈妈的负累,总会想如果真的那么不喜欢我,那当初就不应该生我出来,让我到这个世界上受苦!我永远忘不了第一次上幼稚园的那一天,所有的小朋友都有父母亲自接送.所有的小朋友都紧紧的牵着爸爸或者妈妈的手,不想上学?大声哭咯,撒娇咯,爸爸妈妈就会哄他们.满意了,才放手.而我呢?我一个人默默地站在角落,看着每一个小朋友牵着自己爸比妈咪的手,而我呢,只能握自己的手吧了.那时候,一个长头发,长得还蛮有福相并且带着一副无框眼镜的女人朝我走了过来,我下意识的低下头,不敢看她.她蹲在我面前温柔的问我:"小妹妹,做么你一个人的?你daddy mummy叻?" "他们没有空." "哦..酱不用紧啦,你跟着我.来.." 哇....那时候对我来说她就像是一个大美女,一个天使,如果我是男的我一定会爱上她.== 就这样她牵着我的手带我进班,要不然我都不知道我要站在那个角落站到几时.== 那时候的我,简直把她当成了天使,我崇拜的偶像,因为总觉得原来世界上还有人知道我的存在.到现在,我还忘记不了她.忘不了,忘不了~~ =,=

现在,十六岁了,想法自然跟以前变得不一样,虽然还是想以前一样的幼稚,但至少有变成熟一点点吧?哈哈.以前,我很努力读书,为的就是要得到爸爸妈妈的一句称赞,想要让他们为有我这个女儿而感到骄傲.现在呢?我变得很懒惰,我根本就是无心向学.不知从何时开始我变得叛逆,做什么事情都不想先问过他们,甚至不想让他们知道,所以我出门,从来不想向他们交代.每一次考试,我都很努力的尝试读书,每一次我一翻开书,我就有一种想睡觉的冲动!真的不是我不想读,我真的试过很多次了,但都没有成功过.PMR的时候,就真的只读了那么一点点,结果成绩惨不忍睹.T.T 在老师眼里,我是一个经常不做功课,整天只会看着门外发呆,做梦的学生,每一次进去办公室,都听到老师们在对级任发牢骚,说我上课很不专心,对我的投诉一大堆,一直在那边dion来dion去,我才发现原来我是如此的出名,那么多人喜欢讨论我.-,- 但是,不知道从何时开始,我开始对未来充满憧憬,我开始去想以后未来的路该怎么走,开始想以后要读什么,要做什么,要赚多少钱,要去哪里旅行,要买什么车,要买怎样的屋子,甚至连屋子里的装修都想好了.== 很傻?我并不那么觉得,人总要有理想,有目标,就算这只是我的凭空幻想,甚至是奢想,但至少我敢想!没有什么事情是不可能的嘛,搞不好那一天我变成了一个亿万富婆也不一定,哈哈哈哈哈哈 ==

很多人觉得我变了.我变了?变得怎样?自私?现实?奢侈?懒惰?爱花钱?不守时?不守承诺?爱讲骗话?不相信人?或许是吧.我自己也不知道我自己以前是怎样的.活了这么多年,经历了那么多风风雨雨,我长大了.我有我自己的想法.自私,是因为我想保护我自己.现实,是因为看过太多令人难以接受的事实.不守承诺,是因为有时候我找不到让我可以好好遵守承诺的理由.不轻易相信别人,是因为世界上值得被相信的人太少了,家人也未必值得相信,能相信的就只有自己!在这个世界上,每分每秒,每件事情都有可能可以改变一个人.至少我是这样认为的.最近发生的很多事情,才让我发现,事实真的往往是很残酷的,做选择往往是很痛苦的.真相总是那么的让人大跌眼镜.我不明白我所作的一切是否是对的,但只少我不让自己后悔.时间,留不住所有也带不走一切.过了,就让它过去?是吧.就像yuc经常说的"trust your feeling",但感觉真的靠得住吗?

一次过把所有感觉说出来是多么舒服的一件事.与此同时,我的手指是多么的酸.== 多希望以后能找到一个可以能听我诉说心事,疼我的人在一起,或者说一起步入礼堂?哈哈哈.这应该是许多少女的梦想吧.XD 不做让自己后悔的事,不做让青春留白的事,这些疯狂的想法又或者疯狂的行为,不趁现在年轻做那要等几时?难道要等到七老八十才来做吗?

不让青春留白,这就是我现在想做的! =)

有时候,做人说话做事留一点余地,对所有人都是有百利而无一害的.

Happy Birthday! ♥

2010-03-17T01:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIQIAN LIM!

15th march is her big day!But so bad we couldn't celebrate together. *big sigh! But,I sure will celebrate with you eh.And remember to take my chocos for me! XDD She's absolutely a BIG fans of BigBang & G-Dragon! She can't live without her GD I think.== HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA Opps I haven't buy a birthday present for her yet,what to buy?owe you first larx ;PP Last, HAPPY BIRTHDAY & STAY HAPPY Iloveyou ♥♥♥♥♥♥ #^.^#

Don't let me down.

2010-03-14T16:12:00.006+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *sob sob Genting trip had been canceled due to some reason.I'M SO SAD.I can't meet my girls in genting.I can't eat snacks and grapes together with them.I can't play together with them.I can't celebrate weiqian's birthday with her together. *SORRY Q,I'll celebrate with you when you are back from genting. I just can see them through video call.BIG BIG SIGH!! You all must buy souvenir for me,I WANNA LOTS OF CHOCOLATES!! ;))

It's a typical sunday today.Stay in the home and facing this stupid laptop.I'm BORED!GRR!!My girls,when we going to hang out together?I wanna watch Alice In The Wonderland badly! ;D

House warming party @ ah peii house last night.You guys are funny enough!lmao!Gotta laugh-die-me!!HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH Watched 见鬼10 at ah peii house last night.It's a horror ghost movie yet it's funny too.Hahaha.I just keep shouted and keep repeated "我有不好的预感".== I scared to watch horrow movie marx.zz

My phone is vibrating.My dear date me out to gurney. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Iloveyou ;pp

Nobody could understand my feeling.Never.You dissapointed me much.You hurted me badly.

WHITE VALENTINE ; ♥

Would dreams come true?

2010-03-12T00:16:00.004+08:00

I'm Dion Lee.You can also call my malay name or chinese name if you like. -,-

My current hairstyle.Nice?It have been cut by pn.leaw.I 'LOVE' it so much!== It's freaking short and ugly. *sob Oh-My-Hair,what can I do to make you grow longer and faster? T.T So sad when I look in the mirror.zz Okay la I admit I'm not pretty at all.So what?谁说不美的人不可以爱美?正所谓:"世上没有丑女人,只有懒女人" =)

Tomorrow will be the last day of exam.Scream Out Loud!!ModernMaths & Moral tomorrow.But totally didn't have any study mood.So,just give it up! *yeah! The day after tomorrow,It's holidays already!So excited with it.Much of plans in this holidays.HAHAHAH but my hair ..... ='(

Guys,are u ready?awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh :D My target.My girls should know it.HAHAHAH ;D

"人因梦想而伟大"

所以,我正努力的朝我的梦想前进. =)

What you done previously,I'll want you to pay for it.

So,Watch-It-Out!!

Day by Day.

2010-03-07T20:46:00.005+08:00

Haru Haru by Big Bang (chinese version)

你走吧终于我发现没有你我什么都不是

我错了请原谅我

ah ah ah ah~

海浪般摧毁的我内心风一般动摇的我内心

烟雾一般消逝我的爱纹身一样无法抹去

只有叹息消逝在地上

我的心里覆盖着灰尘 (say goodbye)

耶没有你连一天好像也活不下去的我

和想象不同我独自活得好好的

即使想见你即使呼唤着你你也没有任何回应不是吗

即使痴痴的等待着现在也没用了不是吗

你身边的那个人是什么东西不会让你哭泣吗

你眼里还有我吗还是早就全都忘了

担心着连靠近连说话都再也不行非常着急

我独自熬过了漫漫的长夜数百次地抹去

别再回头看离开吧别再来找我过你的生活吧

因为我爱你因为不会后悔就带着美好的回忆离开吧

就只能这样压抑着就只能这样忍耐着

你要越来越幸福一天一天的感到麻木

oh girl i cry cry yo my all say goodbye...

走在路上你和我就算相遇了

请你装作没看见就这样走过

倘若不断的想起从前也许我会不自觉地去找你

你要和那个人一直幸福地别让我的决心动摇

你对我一点迷恋都不要有你好好地过吧就如同我看到的

你总想天空一样蔚蓝浮雪一样纯白

你要一直那样笑着好像什么事都没有

别再回头看离开吧别再来找我过你的生活吧

因为我爱你因为不会后悔就带着美好的回忆离开吧

就只能这样压抑着就只能这样忍耐着

你要越来越幸福一天一天的感到麻木

希望你离开我后心里能够好过

忘了我好好生活吧

因为那眼泪会全部干凅

一天一天过去的话

还不如就不要相遇就不会那么痛

说要永远在一起的誓言从今以后就随记忆都掩埋了吧 baby

我为你祷告

别再回头看离开吧别再来找我过你的生活吧

因为我爱你因为不后悔就带着美好的回忆离开吧

只能这样压抑着就只能这样忍耐着

你要越来越幸福一天一天的感到麻木 oh girl i cry cry yo my all say goodbye bye

oh my love don't lie lie

yo my heart say goodbye...

♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫

Exam tomorrow.Does everyone going to burn midnight oil tonight?I guess 'YES!'.But that wasn't ME.I totally don't know what-the-hell going on yet.== I don't know what is the format of every subject.how great?-,- even one subject also don't know.So,i think give up my 1A term exam.yeah!cool enough?=,=

我亲爱的爸,我亲爱的妈,我真的有曾经想过要努力读书的.但只是想过吧了.我知道我自己什么料.给我时间,对不起. T.T

Holidays coming soon!Just one more week.ONE MORE WEEK!awwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I really can't wait for it anymore.I wanna hang out as much as I can.I wanna go for a trip with my family.I wanna jogging or cycling everyday for keep fit.I wanna sleep until my mama can't remember me.I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA! Okay,I know I'm too excited.==

Give me a reason to stay.Cause I'm going to leave right now.HAHAH.

GoodBye-Bye!

AddOil! ;)

Haru Haru.

2010-03-03T19:18:00.007+08:00

Say B.I.G to the BANG! Cool? ;PP He is T.O.P =D

GOD!Recently keep replay BigBang's songs.Replay non-stop.ahaa.But,I siok :P

Heard it long time ago but don't know why recently so into with their songs again.

Cause of the zha bor who sit behind me in class?Maybe.Hahah.Opps you should know who are you larx.Always GD GD GD mia. :P

Haru Haru by BigBang

[GD] TteonagaYeah,

I finally realise,

that I’m nothing without you

I was so wrong, forgive me

[SR] Ah ah ah ah~

[TOP] Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam

[GD] Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam

[TOP] Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang

[GD] Munsincheoreom jiwojiji ghana

[TOP] Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo

[GD]Nae gaseumsoge meonjiman ssahijyo (say goodbye)

[GD] YeahNega eobsineun dan harudo mot sal geotman gatatdeon na

Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara

Bogo sipdago bulleo bwado neon amu daedab eobjanha

Heotdoen gidae georeo bwado ijen soyongeobjanha

[TOP] Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin anhneunji

Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji

Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol sujocha eobseo aetaeugo

Na hollo bameul jisaeujyo subaek beon jiwonaejyo

[ALL]Doraboji malgo tteonagara

Tto nareul chatji malgo saragara

Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoe eopgie

Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara

Geureokjeoreok chama bolman hae

Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeo naelman hae

Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeya dwae

Haruharu mudyeojyeo ga eh eh eh eh

[GD] Oh my girl, I cry, cryYou’re my all, say goodbye

[SR] Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchinda haedo

Mot bon cheok hagoseo geudaero gadeon gil gajwo

[DS] Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado

Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla

[GD] Neon neul geu saramgwa haengbokhage neon neul naega dareun maeum an meokge

Neon neul jageun miryeondo an namgekkeum jal jinaejwo na boran deusi

[TOP] Neon neul jeo haneulgachi hayahke tteun gureumgwado gachi saeparahke

Neon neul geurae geureohke useojwo amu il eopdeusi

[ALL]Doraboji malgo tteonagaraTto nareul chatji malgo saragara

Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoe eopgieJohatdeon gieongman gajyeogara

Geureokjeoreok chama bolman hae

Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeo naelman hae

Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeya dwae

Haruharu mudyeojyeo ga eh eh eh eh

[DS] Nareul tteonaseo mam pyeonhaejigil (SR: nareul itgoseo saragajwo)

[DS] Geu nunmureun da mareul teni, yeah (SR: haruharu jinamyeon)

[TY] Charari mannaji anhatdeoramyeon deol apeul tende mm

Yeongwonhi hamkke hajadeon geu yaksok ijen

Chueoge mudeo dugil barae baby neol wihae gidohae...

[ALL]Doraboji malgo tteonagaraTto nareul chatji malgo saragara

Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoe eopgie

Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara

Geureokjeoreok chama bolman hae

Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeo naelman hae

Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeya dwae

Haruharu mudyeojyeo ga eh eh eh eh

[GD] Oh my girl, I cry, cry

You’re my all, say goodbye, bye

Oh, my love, don’t lie, lie

You’re my heart, say goodbye...

Don't understand right?Hahaha.This is just the PinYin nia.==

Or wanna try this? :D

떠나가

Yeah, finally I realise, that

I’m nothing without you

I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

파도처럼 부숴진 내 맘

바람처럼 흔들리는 내 맘

연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑

문신처럼 지워지지 않아

한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠

내 가슴속에 먼지만 쌓이죠 (say goodbye)

네가 없인 단 하루도 못 살 것만 같았던 나

생각과는 다르게도 그럭저럭 혼자 잘 살아

보고 싶다고 불러 봐도 넌 아무 대답 없잖아

헛된 기대 걸어 봐도 이젠 소용없잖아

네 옆에 있는 그 사람이 뭔지 혹시 널 울리진 않는지

그대 내가 보이긴 하는지 벌써 싹 다 잊었는지

걱정돼 다가가기조차 말을 걸 수조차 없어 애태우고

나 홀로 밤을 지새우죠 수백 번 지워내죠

돌아보지 말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라

너를 사랑했기에 후회 없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라

그럭저럭 참아 볼만 해 그럭저럭 견뎌 낼만 해

넌 그럴수록 행복해야 돼 하루하루 무뎌져 가네

Oh, girl, I cry, cry

You’re my all, say goodbye

길을 걷다 너와 나 우리 마주친다 해도

못 본 척 하고서 그대로 가던 길 가줘

자꾸만 옛 생각이 떠오르면 아마도

나도 몰래 그댈 찾아갈지도 몰라

넌 늘 그 사람과 행복하게 넌 늘 내가 다른 맘 안 먹게

넌 늘 작은 미련도 안 남게끔 잘 지내줘 나 보란 듯이

넌 늘 저 하늘같이 하얗게 뜬 구름과도 같이 새파랗게

넌 늘 그래 그렇게 웃어줘 아무 일 없듯이

돌아보지 말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지 말고 살아가라

너를 사랑했기에 후회 없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라

그럭저럭 참아 볼만 해 그럭저럭 견뎌 낼만 해

넌 그럴수록 행복해야 돼 하루하루 무뎌져 가네

나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 (나를 잊고서 살아가줘)

그 눈물은 다 마를테니 yeah (하루하루 지나면)

차라리 만나지 않았더라면 덜 아플 텐데 mm

영원히 함께 하자던 그 약속 이젠

추억에 묻어 두길 바래 baby 널 위해 기도해

돌아보지 말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지 말고 살아가라

너를 사랑했기에 후회 없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라

그럭저럭 참아 볼만 해 그럭저럭 견뎌 낼만 해

넌 그럴수록 행복해야 돼 하루하루 무뎌져 가네

Oh, girl, I cry, cry

You’re my all, say goodbye, bye

Oh, my love, don’t lie, lie

You’re my heart, say goodbye...

I love the lyrics so much!awwwwwwwwwwwwh

Well.I'm too free.So I have time to do these lame thing.Haha. =D

Exam is just around the corner.Study?ain't my style. =)

Never Ever.

2010-02-22T03:17:00.005+08:00

眼泪笑了-刘力扬 比想象中更痛你真的没回头我命令眼泪不许失控回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中我就有责任让它值得被珍重谢谢你曾让我难过谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢再勇敢的站着找回光和热面对你的时候我不会舍不得因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折是美的心碎成了沙漠就快开凿绿洲我没有时间不知所措你温柔的双手本就不属于我又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢谢谢你曾让我难过谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢再勇敢的站着找回光和热面对你的时候我不会舍不得因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢来不及完美的就唱首骊歌想起你的时候我不是卑微的反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你深深的 ×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-×-× PIUUUUU POOM! ** 现在是凌晨3.17,好不容易终于安静了下来. 现在的烟花和炮竹真的好像不用钱酱.== 所谓"天公大过年"嘛.一年一次吧了. 可是,那些炮竹和烟花真的很吵! 这里炸完那里炸. 站在自己的家门口都会怕被炸到.zz 对不起呀各位,虽然我家也是有份放炮竹的,但不是我放的.-,- 家里现在充满了食物. 什么饼啦,烧猪啦,烧鸡啦,烧鸭啦,一大堆. 哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇哇!不知道要肥多少. 还有!那些烧猪,烧鸡,烧鸭都不知道要吃几天. 在过几天,我一定看到那些烧猪,鸡,鸭都想呕.== 最近好像肥去料,伤心死了. T.T

最近整天失眠,

真是他妈的讨厌.

Trouble will find you no matter where you go.

2010-02-21T00:12:00.004+08:00

我现在很D-U-L-A-N!

我现在很P-E-K-C-E-K!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okay,I am really freaking HOT now! Many suck things come to me now! SHIT! First, I don't know why I can't log in my FaceBook.I scare my account kena hack or whatelse.== Second, My laptop got some problems I think.It's f*cking lag & the internet is f*cking slow.And the big problem is my laptop's keypad.The '-' and 'm' keys are going to drop off.zz The big problem is my 'enter' key.Sometime when I press the 'enter' button,it doesn't work at all.So,I need to use my whole body's energy to press it.wtf! Conclusion : THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY LAPTOP! I think 时辰到了.== New laptop?*hiakhiak Third, Now,I am in the room with my lil sister.SHE'S ANNOYING!Everyone who had came to my house before should know how kiampak is she.She keep kacau me right now.Memang bising!GRR!! Forth, Get scolded by my mama's brother's wife.== I don't know what wrong with her.maybe having period or what.She scolded me cause I ate a 'gam' that I take from refrigerator.When I eat almost finish,she asked me "Why u ate that?" with a l*nci*o face and then keep blablabla,somemore complain to my granny.ISHH!I eat a 'gam' also need your permission?HUH?!gerammmmmmmmmm Fifth, My phone was out of kredit.I went to somewhere to reload and the boy told me "sorry,top up bagi hotlink sudah habis." Habis?I never heard that before.== So,can you all imagine how pekcek am I now?I know you all can't cause you all ain't me.zz 车百!凸! **I know there's a lot of rude words in my post.But I just beh tahan! 我只是想要发泄一下!! GOD,forgive me.==

别惹我,我现在很火.==

Happy CNY,ROAR!! ;D

2010-02-20T04:10:00.021+08:00

WOHOO!! Happy Chinese New Year! ;D Okay,I know I am late. == Really lazy to update.And somebody keep ask me "eh,when you gonna upload those photo?" So now,i upload some here.Don't complain again.HAH! Other photo will be upload to Facebook 'SOON'. XD 正月初一头一天,

My current wallpaper of my handphone. =)

The weather is freaking HOT!

I was sweating non-stop. -,- That day was Valentine's Day too. Celebrate my Valentine's night with my two girlfriends,yuchen & jasminn. But so bad we didn't take a group photo. *sob

Yuchen,@ segafredo

MouseJasminn,I sure you all can't imagine how crazy she can be. ><

大年初二,

Gather with my big family at somewhere.I forgot where is the restaurant.==

'Lou Sang' is a must for my big family in new year.Hahahahahahahahha!

I am hungry! =( The girls.年轻就是本钱. ==

Family =)

I love her the most!Priscilla Siew,a pretty girl from KL.We chit-chat non-stop all the time especially at night before sleep. :DD We lying on the bed and talk talk talk.We share everything,our future,romances and blablabla.We were facing same problems,soooooo ngam!Muahaha.

The naughty little boy. =P

She's cute!!! ;DD

大年初三,

I'm alone at home.They abandoned me. T.T

And I am so boring and hot in the house.So i phone yuchen to accompany me.Went to SunwayCarnival after that.

I love her camera!AWWWWWWWWWWWW sony TX1 if not mistaken.

大年初四,

Gano phone me early in the morning.Actually that time already 11am i think. ==

Wenhuey and Wennie came to my house and Gano come to pick up us to gurney with his gf.

They look like parents that bring three little ginna go out.We talking,laughing and singing non-stop in the car.Hahaha.I know we quite annoying.Bising-nya! ==

Our daddy & mummy.Their hands never be apart.N-E-V-E-R! lol

Three little ginna in Nichii. =)

大年初五,

Went to Queensbay with Wenhuey,YenYong and Ah Z.My dance partners :D

Watched 72家租客.Laugh-Die-Me! XD

Although it's a funny movie,but i feel some scene is quite gam dong lorx.

"有着我便有着你..." I love this scene. XD

Meet jasminn there @ brands outlet.

Act cool? o.0

Spot Ah Z. ==

I'm the tallest among them! =DDDDDDDDDD cause i wore high heels.LOL!

Today is 大年初六 already.Tution in the noon.School gonna reopen soon.Many homeworks haven't complete yet.great == But I really very very very very lazy.ChineseNewYear marx,should enjoy what.Haha.

Tution again tomorrow.AddMaths & Akaun.OH-MY-GOSH!Damn boring.ARGHHHHHH!

Well,last year was not a very good year for me.Many things happened around me and my friends,but I believe we can get through these!NewYear NewLife! =DD

Yerrrr,this year angpau so less only. T.T

I spend lots for my new year stuff.My pocket lubang sangat banyak.Memang banyak. T.T

ByeBye!

p/s,

Finally I have time to change a new blogskin.

I love it muchieeeeeee! :D

没有人懂我,

或许,

我真的疯了.

Love like this.

2010-01-30T09:26:00.003+08:00

礼物-刘力扬终于可以在今天画上句点一整夜翻开过去画面快想不起我们为何会诀别只看到那双你送的鞋走一步又一步我才发现绕了个圈走了好几年又回到原点你送的礼物会不会太特别毫不避讳那不安的传言但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉难道你早想让我走远你送的礼物在此刻好体贴陪我回忆把过往走一遍穿了这些年难免会有污点就像每段爱总会有终点世上最残酷的恐怕是时间困住人一切却还向前干凅的眼再挤不出一点咸爱到如此可悲的境界走一步又一步却跟不上你的脚步你满意了为什么我却只想要哭你送的礼物会不会太特别毫不避讳那不安的传言但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉难道你早想让我走远你送的礼物在此刻好体贴陪我回忆把过往走一遍穿了这些年难免会有污点就像每段爱总会有终点你说做自己吧我们都做回自己不要再为爱受委屈你送的礼物原来是一场劫终于分别宿命一样准确可笑到想要你赔给我时间爱情有时廉价得可怜光着脚我一路奔跑鲜血泪水一路狂飙收起我的骄傲承认曾经备受煎熬鞋上那记号只有你能明暸过了这一夜我就全忘掉

Live up my life!

2010-01-24T02:03:00.013+08:00

I'm hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

It's blogging time now!Hahaha.

Actually i should be lying on the bed and enjoy my dating with 'zhou gong',but i pusing sini pusing sana also can't sleep.GRR!!

Let's update something happend rencently. -,-

16.1.10

Somebody's BIG DAY.That's my dearest ChiatChiat birthday! =D

Went to Sunway.C with her & Wennie.

Ah Chiat,big girl liao.Become mrs.Ooi jor.hiakhiak Don't always be so childish liao,mature a bit larx. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

I know it's too late.But at least i got your heart.XD

The birthday girl.K.Y.Chiat.

The birthday girl.She always busy with her handphone one.hng! bleh

Wennie & me.Her company at BayanLepas.Who wanna fly contact her.XP Tadaa!They are my beloved 'chou nv'. muacks Our group photo.BFF! ♥

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17.1.10

H.J.Ying's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

But so bad we can't celebrate together.Cause she wanna go eat PizzaHut. hais.memang aunty's style.

HAHAHAHAH!

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22.1.10

Don't know what to eat before go tution.

Me,Kai,Wennie,Huey & Wen.

At last,we decided to eat steamboat.

Wahaha.

STEAMBOAT IS FUN!

We enjoyed our lunch there cause we are the only customer there.LOL.

Quite blur.Captured by kai.

Self set timer one.funny leh? =D

Meet jiayee at 'xian cha gong fang'.

Go tution together after that.

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23.1.10

Saturday,but need to go school. sienz =(

I prefer to sleep at home but i am a hard working and good girl so i go to school.Ahaaa.

Tution at about 4pm.But i am late.sorry ='(

Go to studio at night.

My saturday gone.

LOL!

Oops!quite a long post i think.ahaa :D

ByeBye!

Drag me to the hell!

2010-01-20T20:14:00.007+08:00

AddMaths tution.XD

Aloha.I am here I am here.I still alive.X)

Nowadays really so lazy to update.

Busy with tution & dance lesson.

YoYoYoYo~~~

I've changed to a 'HARD WORKING' girl now.GOOD GIRL :) *opps!

CNY stuff not yet complete.I need shopping! ='(

I want more shirts,pants,shoes & etcetc.

I need $$$$$$$$$$$$ !

*mama,u should know what to do.hiakhiak.

Till here.

Tata. (:

Promise was just a lie.

Forever was just a lie too.

Back to school!

2010-01-03T20:42:00.005+08:00

Today is the last day of holidays.Last year holiday was a memorable holidays.Go back to school tomorrow.I miss all my dear friends. =D OH SHIT!What my kesian life?My class was the only form 4 class that located at A-Block.>< I want go back E-Block larx.='( - Recall the days.Recall the memories. Still in my mind.But it won't be mine. So just try throw all these away. But,I still trying to hold it tight. I am trying. - End my post w/ this picha. I miss the moment muchie. =) -

有时候,真相往往是最残酷的.

但你却无论如何都想要知道.

人,就是这样.

我们都是自私的.

Happy New Year! =)

2010-01-01T05:43:00.008+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

What a wonderful day tonight.I had countdown at padang esplanade with 100% dance studio's friends.LOL.The firework very nice.haha.But somebody not around me and just take me as nobody.Nevermind larx.I am just a nobody.=)

So high when we are dancing together.Ahaa.I miss the moment.Sioknya! =D Reach there at about 3pm & reach home at about 3am.I AM TOTALLY EXHAUSTED!So tired right now.='( Hrmm,know so many friends today.Nice to meet you all. -,- We countdown together.We dance together.We chit-chat together.We play together.We eat together.=D - Today is the first day of 2010.Hope everything will be fine in the new year. - Very tired already. ByeBye. =] - - -

你说你还在

一分一秒也没走开

我想留在这里

可是这一切已太晚

我不能再像从前一样

为我们的明天疯狂

你不必解释

你为什么说谎

你不能说我没有爱过

说我没等过难过

我也想说

也许能重来我却还是沉默

你一直问我的心到底在不在

问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱

而我的泪

怎么就流下来

I had lose.All.

2009-12-28T01:49:00.005+08:00

Christmas over & new year coming!Hahaha.Who wanna countdown this special day with me?opps,i quite beh paiseh larx haha. =P I wish can countdown together with my baby but i know can't.T.T Cause i gonna dance on 31st night.YEAH!Somebody call 911~ [Fire Burning] Hahaha.

- Hais.Something happened again.Why?God are u joking with me?Why these suck things always happened on me?I HATE YOU!Don't misunderstand.I not hate the GOD.haha.Sometimes IT bring me luck :) - School reopen soon.Hope can be in the same class with all my babes!Hahaha.I think can de larx,GOD hor?XD 2010 coming.I had much new plans in new year.New year new life.I wanna change myself!Hahaha.PLAN only larx. -,- - Go to Gurney tomorrow.Hope i can found a nice school bag.Hope he can found his pants and shirt too. =) - 再一次, 我输了, 输得彻底. 我习惯了. 又或者麻木了. 我试着叫自己不去理会, 但我却没办法做到. 为什么? "你笑着说她是朋友但你眼中太温柔" 我讨厌这样的自己. 更讨厌为了她而这样的你. -

一句简单的我爱你,

突然变得很复杂.

- Wonder wanna cut my fringe anot.Or leave it long? Somebody give me some comment please. =]

Trying to get away from here!

2009-12-26T02:45:00.007+08:00

我讨厌那种感觉一直不停不停的缠着我!!

为什么?为什么?

为什么我总是甩不掉?

我很难过.

我们总是围绕这里打转.

我们尝试远离这里.

又或者只是我.

但,过了很久,

才发现我们一直都还在这里打转.

'这里',就是我们的问题,

我们的致命伤.

为什么?

我不明白.

"我不确定几个我住在心里面"

但,无论几个

在每个夜里

她们都总是被陪伴着我

感觉我笑,感觉我哭

只有她们知道我要的是什么

你问我我想要什么

我回答不了你

因为我不知道我自己到底想要什么

我不知道我是什么

我不知道我想要什么

我不知道我拥有什么

我不知道,我什么都不知道.

眼泪,是自找的.没有人能强迫你让它流下,没有人能强迫你让它停止,没有人知道它为什么流下,没有人知道它为什么停止,我只知道,这一刻,眼泪,停不了了.为什么?为什么?我很失败,对吗?'这里',为什么我总是逃离不了这里?我讨厌这里!

越来越的冷淡,是不是暗示着什么?心,是会冷的;心,是会死的.别这样,我很难过,很辛苦.或许是我妒忌,或许是我小气,我也不想的,对不起,原谅我.不要再这样对我了,好吗?

女人要安全感,男人要什么?

p/s: I get farking bad result in PMR!Don't ask me cause I won't tell you.

p/ss:Planning for xiu's birthday.That day should be a nice day :)

p/sss:Sunburn.oh-my-holy-shit.

p/sss:I want more outing.Date me out,girls :)

Santa Claus Is Coming To Town!

2009-12-24T01:56:00.004+08:00

Merry X'mas

Today's date is 24th DIS.Haha.Christmas eve.My time's up.Hais. GOD BLESS ME :) ♥ ♥ Nothing to write again. Hais. Byebye. ♥ ='( ♥ 我真的真的觉得很辛苦,为什么你要这样对我? T.T

tagged

2009-12-24T01:26:00.007+08:00

【被點必填】

1.被點到必填.不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷

2.請老實回答每一個問題

3.不能擅自涂改題目

4.寫完后請點10位朋友.不可不點

5.點完后請通知那10位小朋友他被點到了

6.那10位小朋友填完問卷.必須把問卷寄給你問卷的人

♥

幸福套餐No.1

1.你的綽號-D

2.年齡-15'09

3.生日-1/7

4.星座-巨蟹座

5.興趣-吃

6.專長-吃

♥

幸福套餐No.2

1.你有沒有喜歡的人-有

2.是否現在交往-是

3.現在幸福不-幸福 4.如果天上給你勇氣，最想做什么事-死

5.如果有天，你愛的人和你告白的話-omg 0.0

♥

幸福套餐No.3

1.點你的人是-weiqian,ah peii,cynthia,kai

2.他是你的-好朋友们

3.他的個性-不懂如何形容,哈哈

4.認識他多久-四个加起来七年,哈哈

5.你覺得他怎樣-四个好人 =]

6.你想對他說什么-我爱你们!

♥

幸福套餐No.4

1.最喜歡的節目-综艺节目

2.最愛的音樂-好听的音乐

3.最愛的季節-秋天

4.最愛的卡通-不知道

5.最愛的人-他

6.最愛的顏色-不知道

7.最愛的國家-韩国

8.最愛的天氣-不一定

♥

幸福套餐No.5

1.如果上天給你3個愿望1-BFF 2-together forever with him 3-变美或者变有钱 :P

2.你是很專一的人么-不懂

3.最深刻的回憶-第一次上幼稚园 -,-

4.你是個很有信心的人么-不是

5.你很愛微笑么-我爱大笑哈哈

6.如果你要放棄你現在的生活，你愿-放弃考试

7.妄想什么樣的生活-幸福美满又有钱

8.是否橫刀奪愛才是愛-神经 -,-

♥♥♥

1.wennie

2.jasminn

3.ann ann

4.huey

5.hooiyi

6.ah z

7.berry

8.vicky

9.-

10. -

I want SweetDreams!

2009-12-20T04:34:00.004+08:00

OH-MY-GOSH!

It's already 4 something now.But i can't even fall in sleep.I don't know WHY!*grrrrrrr I keep on rolling on the bed,but i totally din feel sleepy at all.ishh Maybe i need some pills or alcohol.XD

Todayor tomorrow?lol,a typical Sunday again.Nothing to do again.Become Homestay Girl again.Big big SIGH.

Haissssssssssssssssssss.

Christmas coming.I am going to die on the christmas eve.*sigh You know why?Cause PMR's result will be out that day.Don't know who's stupid idea.H-N-GGGGGG!

Christmas christmas~~

Haisssss.

It's time to off to bed.

Hope i can fall in sleep.

Sweetdreams everyone. =)

对

不

起

刚才和朋友聊了一会儿,才发现我竟是如此的矛盾. T.T

Love means everything to me.

2009-12-17T02:53:00.007+08:00

我又不脆弱

何况那算什么伤

我爱你

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

真的.我真的很好.

只要你不再骗我..

不过你promise过不会再酱,所以就算了啦. =)

我知道你会对我很好的.hahahahahaha.

忘记过去,我们可以更好 (:

ILoveYou ♥♥♥

我

真

的

很

爱

你

我写我爽 =D 你不爽?关起来咯.XP

无论晴天雨天,狂风暴雨,都要跟你在一起.惨了,你摆脱不了我了,因为我要一辈子跟着你.哈哈.XD

我要握着你的手,一直到永远.=]

希望可以跟你一起倒数,不管是圣诞节或是新年.不过,只要你在一切就够了. =)

As simple as my mind.

2009-12-15T08:15:00.008+08:00

Good Morning! :)

Wake up in the early morning and nothing to do.So,i decided to change my blogskin and i done it!muahaha.I love my blogskin now.It's as simple as my mind,wohoo~ so nice! :D If u feel my blogskin not nice or whatever problem,tag me!

So hungry right now.But wanna keep fit.Haha.SAYA BOLEH TAHAN MIA!haha.

Currently so into with Bad Romance of Lady Gaga.Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah,Mum-mum-mah-mah-mah,Gaga-wu-la-la,What your bad romance? XDXD

Damn it!period pain again.T.T

I NEED CHOCOLATE! grrrrrrrrrrr

A chance.For me.For you.For us.

I had learn something through this.

Appreciate what you having now for not regreting next time.

So,i appreciate what i having now.Really.I swear.<3

Am i trying to run away?

2009-12-14T02:50:00.012+08:00

Peace.♥

I am lack of sleep nowadays!

I need sleep sleep sleep!

My eyebags and my dark-circle.

When u two wanna stay away from me? T.T

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爱情,是一种很复杂的东西.没有人知道为什么一定世界上要有爱情的存在.但,所有人都希望爱情永远存在.然而,'永远'到底是一个哄人的谎言还是爱情存在的意义?没有人知道,也没有人懂.有人说,世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死,而是我在你面前你却不知道我爱你.

爱情,永远都暴露着人们自私的那一面.为了爱情,所有人都变得自私,自私的不顾别人保护自己,害怕自己受伤.同时,你保护着自己,却伤害了别人.那种痛,不像手受伤了流血了的痛又或者肉体上的疼痛.那种痛,很厉害.它能让你不流血也不受疼痛,但,它却能让你痛到连自己都忘了.

爱情,是真实的,是持久的,它也是我们知道最甜却也是最苦的东西.世界上最厉害的病毒,是爱与谎言.爱情是很可怕的东西,但却是每个人用尽一切方法都想拥有的.

爱情,就像是一段旅程.没有人知道终点在哪里.但都想快点到达终点.爱情,就像一把无形的刀,它容易伤到自己却也容易伤害别人.

不知道什么时候开始,他们的距离已经变得越来越远.他和她都知道自己有错.但,却没有人愿意承认.面对他的忽冷忽热,她已经逐渐麻木.面对她的妒忌心,他已经逐渐厌烦.突然,他们发现他们之间存在着很多很多很多的问题.他们试着好好地解决这些问题,却没有成功过.时间,是他们目前最需要的.他希望她相信他,她也希望他相信她.他们就这样一直不停的矛盾着.如果有一天,牵着他们的线已经把他们的距离越来越远,已经远到看不见对方了,线的另一端会努力的把另一端拉近吗?当他们都在为自己圆谎时,爱情的意义去了哪里?

我讨厌你骗我.

真的真的很讨厌.

我讨厌这种感觉.

我真的真的很讨厌.

原来我在你眼里是那种人.

或许我真的是那种人吧.

我想尽办法逃离这个世界,但后来我才发现,我一直都躲在我自己的世界.=(

It's shopping time!

2009-12-08T22:20:00.007+08:00

Oh YEAH!Finally i not to rot in the home today!Haha.Going to Jusco w/ my boyfriend,wennie aka chounv.Fetch her at about 12pm.We talking non-stop in the car.We are just so EXCITED! :D

Me and my boyfriend in the toilet.=PP After having our lunch,walk walk around luu.SALE everywhere!DISCOUNT everywhere!OhMyGod.Damn excited!Haha.We keep trying shirts.Muahaha.Unlimited trying somemore no need to pay.So,why not?LOL!Hais.I spent lots of money today.sob sob But at least got buy the things i want.TeeHeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Pdi.yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.I want this shirt lar~~~~~ T.T

Subzero.I love the mirror and the light effect.heeeee.

Nothing to say again.So end my post here.

Byebye. =)

Lame Post.

2009-12-05T19:37:00.003+08:00

I am rotting in the house now!This holidays really suck.Damn it!Date me out please,my dear girlfriends and my dearest ah bii. :$

Eat > Online > Eat > Online > Sleep

This is my life.So enjoy huh.Everyday eat and sleep only.But,actually i hate it!Everyday repeat the same things.How bored was that!*sob sob* I on diet now neh.Like this how to keep fit?T.T Oh-My-God.I wanna become slim slim SLIM!Although it is a impossible mission for me,but i'll try my best to do it.*promise promise* TeeHeeeeeeeeee.

HOHOHO~Christmas coming.So excited.I wanna go countdown neh.Never countdown before pun.Ahaha.5,4,3,2,1 MERRY CHRISTMAS!Yeah!>< After christmas,then we will say 'Hello 2010'.Hope everything's will be alright in the new year.NewYear NewLife mah.We wish u a merry christmas and a happy new year~ HaHaHa.

Yesterday was our 5th monthsary.I promise i love you forever.ILoveYou,ah bii ♥♥♥

This is JUST A VERY VERY LAME POST. -,- I really have nothing to do in this bored holidays.Dinner soon.

Bye everyone :D

MovieS!

2009-12-01T00:54:00.009+08:00

Finally,Finally,Finally !! I watched 2012 & The Twilight Saga : NewMoon.Both movie are N-I-C-E!You guys must watch this two nice movie or not you will regret.Ahaha.

2012,We were warned!

The Twilight Saga : NewMoon

My sexy Edward Cullen *hiak

2012 was so touching.*sob sob* We were warned.We should save the Earth,the planet we live.So,it's our responsibility.响应环保,人人有责.Lol.*aiya everyone also know that,but who ever did it?even me.

Hahaha.NewMoon also a nice movie too.My man Edward Cullen was so sexy.And handsome too.Haha.I love Jacob's muscle too.WOHOO~Muscle man! :D

Nowadays watching 宫心计 & 是美男啊.Nice too! =DD

Going to watch movie.So,

ByeBye.

nice song.

2009-11-27T03:14:00.005+08:00

梁文音-哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什麽并不表示我没有感受

看你微妙的变化慢慢不同我不是生气只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了但越解释越觉得难过

你可以说人会变但不能说你会这麽做是我的错

哭过就好了伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

爱是为了拥抱为了牵手

不是为了争吵为了调头

哭过就好了痛都会走的

记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某个地方

i love this song =)

最近,不知道怎么了,整天失眠.晚上都不能睡,到差不多天快亮了才能睡.唉,最近一直不停的胡思乱想,想到我自己都快要疯掉了!谁有解决失眠的方法?救救我吧~~~ ='(

我们又吵架了,每次都这样.现在我真的很讨厌我自己.但,后悔都已经来不及了,因为那已经发生了.我该怎么做才能让你相信我?

我真的希望我们能一直手牵手到永远,

我真的希望我们的爱没有尽头.

我要去见我亲爱的天花板料.

So,ByeBye & Goodnight! =DDD